Lyrics
I’ve been thinking that I’ve
I’ve been contemplating
been thinking too much
Overthinking excessively
Creating these ghosts
Creating imaginary problems or worries
From the everyday
From the routine and mundane aspects of life
Feeling every little thing
Experiencing and sensing every small detail
And yeah still ashamed of my age
Despite that, feeling embarrassed or regretful about one's age
But I guess that’s my fault
Accepting responsibility for the situation
‘Spose that’s my fault
Admitting fault or responsibility
I’ve been wasting time
Wasting time
Spinning the wheel
Engaging in unproductive activities
Making this weight mine
Accepting and internalizing burdens
Soon I’ll find
Expecting to discover what's necessary soon
Everything that I would need
Realizing all essential things are within oneself
Is inside
Internally possessing what’s required
Peeling away at the skin
Slowly revealing deeper truths about oneself
I see things so clearly now
Gaining clarity and insight
I’m seeing right through
Perceiving profoundly through to the core
To the marrow
Recognizing vulnerability beneath the surface
See warm blood but shaky bones
Feeling alive but also insecure
Same fear of dying alone
Sharing the fear of facing death alone
But I guess that’s my fault
Acknowledging responsibility again
I suppose that’s my fault
Reiterating the sense of fault
I’ve been wasting time
Continuing to waste time
Spinning the wheel
Repeating unproductive patterns
Making this weight mine
Owning and carrying the weight of problems
Soon I’ll find
Anticipating discovering what's needed soon
Everything that I would need
Realizing internal sufficiency for needs
Is inside
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