Lyrics
The pieces of me that I give out
The aspects of myself that I share with others
I wish that I could keep
Desire to retain those aspects but unable to
The pieces that I hold onto
Retaining certain aspects of myself
Are the ones destroying me
The retained aspects are causing harm
Reality hits like a fucking train
Abrupt confrontation with harsh reality
And again I fall apart
Experiencing emotional breakdown repeatedly
Choking on the hope I have
Struggling with hope, possibly for a relationship
That I'm still in your heart
Doubting if the speaker is still in the other person's heart
I just want to talk
Expressing a desire to communicate
But I don't know what to say
Feeling at a loss for words
There's more being said
Unspoken emotions present in the silence
In the silence in-between
Communication gaps reflected in silence
When we try to speak
Difficulty in effective communication
We speak in different tongues
Misunderstanding due to different perspectives
Suffer through the anguish
Enduring intense emotional pain
Do you feel the same kind of torment?
Questioning if the other person feels the same pain
There's no more joy in the sunset
Lack of joy in familiar things
Not like there used to be
Changes in the perception of joy
I'll keep waiting for the season to change
Waiting for a positive change
For the pink cloud summers reign to end
Anticipating the end of a happy period
It ends where she is
The end coincides with the presence of someone
I can barely get to sleep at night
Difficulty falling asleep due to emotional turmoil
I'm almost there until your hazel eyes
Close to sleep, but thoughts of hazel-eyed person interrupt
Pull me out from the dream
The hazel eyes person disrupts the dream state
This life is agony
Life is described as agonizing
There's no more joy in the sunset
Reiteration of the diminishing joy in familiar things
Not like there used to be
Repetition of waiting for a positive change
I'll keep waiting for the season to change
Anticipation of the end of a happy period persists
For the pink cloud summers reign to end
Continued waiting for a positive change
(It ends where she is)
Emphasizing the end associated with a person
I try to sleep but I'm
Struggling to sleep, haunted by hazel eyes
Haunted by hazel eyes
Reiteration of being haunted by hazel eyes
I try to sleep but I'm
Continued difficulty sleeping, haunted by hazel eyes
Haunted by hazel eyes
Reiteration of being haunted by hazel eyes
Everything feels out of place
Feeling of disorientation and discomfort
Nothing has ever filled the space
Emptiness remains despite attempts to fill it
Where the love was and anguish remains
The void left by love, replaced by anguish
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