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Another pointless dream
Feeling of another dream without purpose
Fades away
Slowly disappears or diminishes
And I'm forced to open my eyes
Being compelled to wake up
And I wish I was
Desiring to still be in a state of sleep
Still asleep
Wanting to remain asleep
Through the pane the sun shines on my face
Sunlight shining through a window onto the face
And fate has imprisoned me in one more perfect day
Feeling trapped in a perfect day determined by fate
A fractured image leaves only black
An incomplete or fragmented image causing darkness
And I grow distant as I have once before
Feeling distant as in the past
Now it has occurred and I can't escape
Realization of a situation that cannot be avoided
From these memories that run so deep
Deeply ingrained memories that can't be escaped
Prevented of everything devoid of sleep
Deprived of everything, especially sleep
And my attempt at deletion remains incomplete
Failed attempt at erasing memories or pain
I knew it would and depression would return
Expectation of knowing depression will resurface
I wish I could end my life
Desire to end life, hindered by someone
But you have left me weak
Feeling weakened due to someone's actions
So I guess this sadness is my eternity
Accepting sadness as an eternal state
I know that if we'd never met
Belief that life would be happier if a certain person wasn't met
I'd have a smile on my face
A hypothetical scenario of smiling if not meeting someone
But if given a choice
Preferentially choosing to endure pain over not meeting someone
I'd endure the pain
I wish it were one-hundred but it's twenty-percent
Wishing for more pain than what currently exists
That from my only wish
Outcome of a wish becoming a painful reality
Would bleed reality
Continuously facing harsh reality due to a wish
Countless attempts are made
Many unsuccessful tries with no effect
But it's all in vain
All efforts resulting in failure
Because it's just too easy
Expressing how simple it is to escape into daydreams
To enter another daydream
A wishful desire to forget someone through daydreaming
Maybe I'd forget you on one summer's day
A hope of forgetting someone on a particular day
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