Fading Fast
Navigating Desperation: Battling Pain and Uncertainty
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If I ran so far that my life can't follow me
If I went so far away that my past life couldn't catch up with me
Would it keep the world from up and swallowing me
Would it prevent the world from overwhelming or consuming me entirely
Well, there's so much to weigh me down that I can hardly breathe
There are numerous burdens weighing me down, making it hard for me to breathe
And I don't want to think about it
I prefer not to dwell on it
But I don't want this pain to last and I'm
But I'm unwilling to endure this pain for an extended period, and
I'm, well, I'm fading fast
I'm rapidly losing my strength or identity
If I didn't look back and I changed my name
If I chose not to look back and altered my identity
Would I find my new life exactly the same
Would my new life mirror my previous one
I'm looking at an empty future that I already blame
I'm facing a future that feels empty, and I'm already holding it accountable
And I don't want to think about it
I'd rather not confront it
But I don't want this pain to last and I'm
But I'm unwilling to endure this pain for an extended period, and
I'm, well, I'm fading fast
I'm quickly losing my strength or identity
I've put it all behind me
I've tried to leave everything in the past
Just to have it one day find me
Only to have it resurface unexpectedly
And now I'm just this far from gone, hey
Now, I'm very close to being completely gone or lost
And so I'm leaving here on every cent that I could borrow
So, I'm departing with whatever money I could borrow
Lord only knows just where I'll be tomorrow
No one knows my destination for tomorrow
And I don't want to think about it
I'd prefer not to contemplate it
But I don't want this pain to last and I'm
But I'm unwilling to endure this pain for an extended period, and
I'm, well, I'm fading
I'm quickly losing my strength or identity
I don't want to think about it
I'd rather not dwell on it
But I don't want this pain to last and I
But I'm unwilling to endure this pain for an extended period, and
I'm, well, I'm fading fast
I'm rapidly losing my strength or identity
Yeah I'm, I'm, well, I'm fading fast
Yes, I'm quickly losing my strength or identity
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