Lyrics
My night's been empty my cups too heavy
Feeling lonely in the night, burdened by a heavy drink
had way too many my life's too messy, I swear
Consumed too much, life feels chaotic and disorganized
Hearts filled with envy can't let them get me
Others are jealous, but I can't allow their negativity to affect me
the looks of the testing, my n* stay reckless out here
Despite challenges, maintaining a bold and unyielding attitude
Oh baby I'll sip my cup for as long as I could.
Willing to continue indulging despite consequences
im so gone right now (oh yeah oh yeah)
Intoxicated and detached from reality
and I'm t'd up
Feeling energized and ready for excitement
I can't answer, foreign dancers
Avoiding communication, possibly with those from different backgrounds
when she see us losing manners, change of grammar
When observed by others, manners might change
And it could have went so many ways if she learned to persuade, Persuade
Reflection on missed opportunities due to a lack of persuasion
Can you decide with me
Asking for a mutual decision
don't gotta lie to me
Requesting honesty and sincerity
Can you stay high with me Girl
Desire for someone to join in the indulgence
Girl I'm t'd up don't get used to it
Admitting to being intoxicated and warning against dependency
Girl, I've seen stuff I aint new to this
Experienced in difficult situations, not new to challenges
In the back of the xl and im stressed out
Feeling stressed while in a specific location (xl)
I could tell that you know where I get my checks now
Recognizing someone's awareness of their income source
My night's been empty my cups too heavy
Repeated feeling of emptiness and the burden of excessive drinking
had way too many my life's too messy, I swear
Reiterating the chaos and messiness in life due to excess
Hearts filled with envy can't let them get me
Resisting the negative influence of others' jealousy
don't look at the testing, my n* stay reckless out here
Staying defiant despite the challenges faced
Girl I'm t'd up I dont know what I want out of this
Uncertainty about desires and goals in this situation
Ive seen stuff that could be us
Reflecting on shared experiences that could have been significant
I dont need ya, but I need ya, but I need ya
Conflicted feelings of both needing and not needing someone
In the back of the xl and im stressed out
Feeling stressed in a particular setting (xl)
I could tell that you know where I get my checks now
Recognition of someone's awareness of their financial situation
My night's been empty my cups too heavy
Repetition of feeling empty and weighed down by excessive drinking
had way too many my life's too messy, I swear
Reiterating the chaos and messiness in life due to excess
Hearts filled with envy can't let them get me
Refusing to succumb to envy and negativity from others
the looks of the testing, my n* stay reckless out here
Continuing to exhibit boldness and a rebellious attitude
My night's been empty my cups too heavy
Repeating the feeling of emptiness and burden of excessive drinking
had way too many my life's too messy, I swear
Reiterating the chaos and messiness in life due to excess
Hearts filled with envy can't let them get me
Resisting the negative influence of envy and staying defiant
the looks of the testing, my n* stay reckless out here
Maintaining a reckless attitude despite external judgments
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