Better As A Memory

I move forward, leaving behind my past mistakes and regrets, akin to the way a sinner might pray for forgiveness.

I release my emotions and attachments like a levee breaking, allowing myself to let go and move on.

I depart from situations without displaying emotions, as if showing indifference or strength.

I've learned to bear the consequences of my errors and not let them weigh me down.

I'm naturally inclined to fade away from people's lives like a favorite song that eventually loses its prominence.

At times, I act recklessly even when there's no necessity or reason for it.

I laugh or tolerate your prolonged stories or narratives without expressing much emotion.

You've hurt me emotionally, but I've become resilient to such pain; it doesn't affect me deeply anymore.

I tend to relate more with outsiders or those living on the fringes of society; it's a part of who I am.

I'm more suited to exist in your memories than to be actively present as your partner.

I struggle with being completely honest and sometimes choose not to reveal the truth.

I cope relatively well when alone or feeling lonely.

I move through life swiftly, akin to a storm passing through, not lingering in one place for too long.

Although I tend to leave, there's always a possibility that I might stay.

I sometimes struggle to articulate my feelings or thoughts.

Initially confident, I sometimes start to doubt my convictions.

I follow a path until it becomes unclear or undefined.

I create barriers that are hard to overcome, isolating myself from others.

I'm excessively truthful, to the point where it might cause issues; it's an inherent trait.

I'm more suited to exist in your memories than to actively be your partner.

I see you getting emotionally invested, but I don't want to become a mistake or regret in your life.

I don't want to be the reason for any regrets or misfortunes in your life; I see myself as a dreamer, not someone substantial.

I view myself as a person with aspirations and dreams but not someone deeply significant.

I want you to understand my nature before it's too late and you invest too much in me.

Partings or farewells are unpredictable, much like a game of chance where the outcome is uncertain.

When saying goodbye, one can't predict where it will lead or how it will affect both parties involved.

Initially, there's movement and uncertainty, then suddenly everything stands still, leaving one in a difficult situation.

After parting ways, one might be left in a disadvantageous or unfortunate position.

One day, you'll find someone special, and it will be immediately evident to you.

You'll realize that your search for love and fulfillment is finally over.

Everything you went through in your pursuit of love was just a phase or a transient part of your journey.

At that moment of realization, you'll comprehend my value as a memory rather than a present partner.

That precise moment will provide clarity and understanding.

You'll finally grasp why I am more suited to be a memory rather than an active partner.

I am more valuable to you as a memory than as someone present in your life as a partner.