Clocks
Chasing Time's Shadows: A Journey through Lost Parts of Self
Lyrics
Crash and burn, I toss and turn up all night
Experiencing failure and restlessness, unable to sleep peacefully.
First in line, but last to learn wrong and right
Being the first to face situations but the last to understand right from wrong.
Cursed to find these words of mine with a mannequin mouth
Feeling cursed to express oneself with a fake or expressionless demeanor.
Try to hold them back, but they still fall out
Attempting to restrain words, but they uncontrollably come out.
I feel a little closer, to some kind of sober
Feeling a bit closer to sobriety or clarity.
Back and forth, over and over now
Experiencing a repetitive and oscillating cycle.
I've been chasing clocks
Pursuing time, possibly in a symbolic sense, or struggling with time constraints.
To find the missing parts of me I've lost
Searching for lost parts of oneself, perhaps in the context of personal growth.
A kind of castaway
Feeling like an outcast or someone abandoned.
Stuck on a carousel, and playing show and tell
Feeling stuck in a repetitive cycle, sharing and revealing oneself.
So here's my farewell, is this heaven or is this hell
Uncertain about the current state, whether it is positive or negative.
I guess the time will tell
Leaving the outcome to time, letting time reveal the truth.
One hand won't drop, can't stop the rollercoaster ride
Unable to control or stop the ups and downs of life.
I got one hand behind my back with two fingers tied
Facing challenges with limited options, feeling restricted.
And I can't describe the way I'm feeling inside
Experiencing complex emotions that are hard to express.
But I'll keep wearing faces 'til I don't have to hide
Wearing different facades to hide true feelings.
I feel a little closer, to some kind of sober
Feeling slightly closer to clarity or sobriety.
Back and forth, over and over now
Continuing the repetitive and oscillating cycle.
I've been chasing clocks
Continuing the pursuit of time, possibly for self-discovery.
To find the missing parts of me I've lost
Searching for missing aspects of oneself that have been lost.
A kind of castaway
Feeling like an abandoned or isolated individual.
Stuck on a carousel, and playing show and tell
Stuck in a repetitive cycle of revealing oneself to others.
So here's my farewell, is this heaven or is this hell
Expressing uncertainty about the current state, whether positive or negative.
I guess the time will tell
Leaving the outcome to time, allowing time to unveil the truth.
All the things I never knew
Reflecting on things not known before.
'Cause I borrowed time I barely used
Having borrowed time that was not fully utilized.
In this twisted game for two
Participating in a complex and challenging relationship or situation.
I pray the time will tell
Hoping that time will reveal the outcome of the situation.
That I've been chasing clocks
Continuing the pursuit of time for self-discovery.
To find the missing parts of me I've lost
Searching for missing parts of oneself that have been lost.
A kind of castaway
Feeling like an abandoned or isolated individual.
Stuck on a carousel, and playing show and tell
Stuck in a repetitive cycle of revealing oneself to others.
So here's my farewell, is this heaven or is this hell
Expressing uncertainty about the current state, whether positive or negative.
I guess the time will tell
Leaving the outcome to time, allowing time to unveil the truth.
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