pillcrusher
Emotional Depths: Exploring the Turmoil and Loss in 'pillcrusher' by Kerosene Heights
Lyrics
Don't wanna be friends
Not interested in forming friendships.
Don't need advice
Doesn't require or value advice from others.
Swam in the deep end
Experienced challenging or intense situations.
I don't wanna go outside
Aversion to going outdoors or facing the external world.
Fuck all the feelings
Rejecting or dismissing emotions and sentiments.
Swelling up inside my eyes
Intense emotions causing swelling within the eyes.
If your'e okay then I'm okay
Expressing a conditional emotional state based on the well-being of someone else.
I know these things take some time
Acknowledging that certain things require time to unfold or develop.
WHAT
An exclamation, possibly indicating surprise or disbelief.
Would you say about me when I'm gone?
Reflecting on what others would say or think after one's departure.
Is it so much to ask of anyone
Questioning the difficulty of a specific request from others.
When emotions get too strong
Acknowledging the overwhelming nature of strong emotions.
Are you okay?
Asking about someone's emotional state.
It turns out nothing ever mattered anyway
Realization that nothing ultimately holds significance.
Don't hide your pain
Encouraging openness about emotional suffering.
There's enough to go around these days
Observation that pain is widespread in the current environment.
I just wish that
Expressing a desire for closer connections with others.
We were closer
Regret about not being more connected to prevent someone from leaving.
So you might not have left
Suggesting that closeness might have influenced the decision to leave.
And maybe
Reflecting on the possibility of a different outcome.
You could've came over
Expressing a wish for the person to have visited.
But I still feel bad that
Feeling guilt or remorse about achieving sobriety while others are struggling.
I got sober
Expressing empathy and sorrow for friends facing difficulties.
While all my friends are dying
Feeling emotional pain for friends who are experiencing challenges.
I'll be crying on your shoulder
Expressing a willingness to share emotional burdens until one's own time comes.
Till it's my time to go
Hopeful anticipation of meeting the departed friend in the afterlife.
I hope I'll see you there
Expressing a desire to reunite with the departed friend in the afterlife.
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