tired of me
Insomniac Reflections: Embracing Imperfections in Love
Lyrics
FUCK!
Expression of frustration or strong emotion.
Stay Awake
Encouragement or request to remain conscious/alert.
It's hard to sleep
Difficulty in getting rest or peace.
When I'm with you and
Challenge in finding tranquility when together.
Everyday
Regularly experiencing a learning process.
It feels like I'm learning
Discovering new aspects about oneself.
Something new about
Continuous exploration of personal growth.
Myself and
Reflection on self-awareness.
The reasons
Understanding the motives behind self-hatred.
I hate to
Reluctance to leave one's comfort zone.
Leave the house
Relating difficulty in leaving the familiar surroundings.
If I'm
Expressing feelings of worthlessness.
So useless, I'm useless
Reiteration of feeling ineffective or lacking purpose.
There's no need
Rejecting the need for verbal communication.
To talk it out at all
Decision to avoid discussing problems.
Got tired of me
Feeling exhausted or fed up with oneself.
This feels a lot like last time
Comparing current emotions to a past experience.
So hard to sleep
Repetition of difficulty in sleeping.
Maybe I'll just stay up all night
Contemplating staying awake all night.
(1,2,1,2,3,GO!)
Signal for a change in the song's intensity.
Is it a bad time
Questioning the appropriateness of reaching out.
To call you
Asking about the timing of a phone call.
And tell you that things have been on my mind
Expressing a need to share inner thoughts.
And Sometimes
Admitting occasional personal failures.
I fall through
Acknowledging mistakes and their impact.
I fuck up and act like I'll be just fine
Feeling the need to pretend everything is fine.
But I won't
Acknowledging personal struggles.
And I don't
Emphasizing the difficulty of the situation.
expect you to deal with my bullshit
Not expecting others to handle personal issues.
And I hope
Expressing hope for comfort in difficult times.
The next time I'm sad I can fall in your arms
Desire for emotional support in sadness.
Got tired of me
Repetition of feeling exhausted with oneself.
This feels a lot like last time
Continued comparison to a previous experience.
So hard to sleep
Reiteration of sleep difficulties.
Maybe I'll just stay up all night
Considering staying awake as an alternative.
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