Fuck It Tho
Heartbreak Symphony: Keshia Chanté's Emotional Tale of Love and Loss
Lyrics
I didn't lie, but didn't tell the truth
Admission of withholding full truth
I didn't fight, but never thought I'd lose
Expected to win but faced unexpected loss
And now I'm so blue and I guess you wasn't lying when you said
Realization of feeling down/blue; acknowledging partner's warning
That this time is the last time that you'd let me do you like that
Acknowledgment of repeated wrongdoings and its consequences
I could have justified and just
Choosing not to justify actions
I tried and tried, so please forgive my pride
Requesting forgiveness despite pride
I fell down but I got up, but you know I'm only human
Admitting human fallibility
Messed up but I fessed up to the shit that I been doing
Owning up to past mistakes
Now you got me on the floor
Feeling defeated and vulnerable
You got both feet out the door
Partner leaving, evident distance
Watch you dancing in the rain
Seeing partner move on
While I'm drowning in this window pane
Personal emotional struggle in contrast to partner's happiness
'Cause this house just ain't a home without ya, without ya
Expressing emptiness without partner at home
Boy, this bed just feels so cold without ya, without ya
Feeling coldness in bed without partner
You ain't coming back, ain't coming back
Realization of partner's departure
Guess you can't do that alone
Understanding inability to return
Boy, this house just ain't a home without ya, without ya
Reiteration of feeling incomplete without partner
Yeah, fuck it though
Acceptance of the situation despite the pain
Out in the crowd, there's nothing here for me
Feeling disconnected from surroundings
Shut off the lights, your face was all I see
Memories of partner in every aspect
Selfish, can't help it, but my mama thought me better
Recognizing selfishness despite upbringing
Warned me what would happen when a good man is just better
Understanding the repercussions of losing a good partner
You, you got me out here stuck
Feeling trapped due to partner's actions
What do you do when sorry ain't enough?
Questioning the insufficiency of apologies
What happened to back when we'd break up just to make up?
Recalling past patterns in the relationship
Walk out but you're back in the bed so we can make love
Reverting to intimacy after conflicts
Now you got me on the floor
Feeling defeated and vulnerable (repeated)
You got both feet out the door
Partner leaving, evident distance (repeated)
Watch you dancing in the rain
Seeing partner move on (repeated)
While I'm drowning in this window pane
Personal emotional struggle in contrast to partner's happiness (repeated)
'Cause this house just ain't a home without ya, without ya
Expressing emptiness without partner at home (repeated)
Boy, this bed just feels so cold without ya, without ya
Feeling coldness in bed without partner (repeated)
You ain't coming back, ain't coming back
Realization of partner's departure (repeated)
Guess you can't do that alone
Understanding inability to return (repeated)
Boy, this house just ain't a home without ya, without ya
Reiteration of feeling incomplete without partner (repeated)
Yeah, fuck it though
Acceptance of the situation despite the pain (repeated)
Oh oh
Emotional exclamation
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