Lyrics
I left my lover on Sunday
I parted ways with my lover on a Sunday
My ego told me walk away
My ego influenced me to leave
My heart was like, no girl, please stay
My heart pleaded for the person to stay
But I was in a mood and shit, now we are through
Due to my mood and actions, our relationship ended
We haven't spoke in twenty days
We haven't communicated for twenty days
It makes me sad and feel ashamed
This silence makes me feel sad and ashamed
Why did God let it go this way
Questioning why God allowed things to unfold this way
I lost all hope in you, you lost hope in me too
I've lost hope in the relationship, and so has the other person
I am so confused
I am experiencing confusion
I didn't know what to do, yeah
Uncertain about what actions to take
And I've been confused
Expressing ongoing confusion
I didn't know it was you, yeah
Realizing that the confusion involves the person they are addressing
I, I wasn't ready yet
Feeling unprepared for a significant event or change
Didn't know it then but know I know it bad
Realizing the unpreparedness and acknowledging it as a negative
I, I wasn't ready yet
Continuing to express a lack of readiness
Didn't want you then but know I want you bad
Contrasting the past desire by now wanting the person badly
I'm so confused
Reiterating the state of confusion
I didn't know what to do, yeah
Expressing confusion about the right course of action
And I've been confused
Repeating the ongoing state of confusion
I didn't know it was you, yeah
Realizing the person causing confusion
I had to go and be alone
Choosing to be alone after the separation
You didn't know I'd hurt before
Revealing that the other person wasn't aware of their pain
Loving you was uncomfortable
Describing the discomfort experienced in loving the other person
Out of my comfort zone with no protection on
Being outside one's comfort zone without protection
I curse my past for treating me like that
Expressing regret about past actions and treatment
And now I've hurt you bad
Acknowledging that their actions have caused significant hurt
Oh baby please, just come back
Pleading for the person to return
I, I wasn't ready yet
Reiterating the lack of readiness
Didn't know it then but know I know it bad
Recognizing the lack of readiness as a negative realization
I, I wasn't ready yet
Continuing to express unpreparedness
Didn't want you then but know I want you bad
Contrasting the past desire by now wanting the person badly
I'm so confused
Reiterating the state of confusion
I didn't know what to do, yeah
Expressing confusion about the right course of action
And I've been confused
Repeating the ongoing state of confusion
I didn't know it was you, yeah
Realizing the person causing confusion
I pray that you are happy now
Wishing happiness for the other person, regardless of the relationship status
Whether with me or without
Expressing enduring love even if the person is no longer part of their life
I'll love you 'til the lights are out
Committing to love until the end
Couldn't accept you
Admitting difficulty in accepting the person
So now I will regret you
Anticipating future regret for not accepting the person
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