Lyrics
I've been having a hard time
I've been facing challenges and difficulties.
Accepting myself
I find it hard to embrace and accept who I am.
Sad but hopeful
Despite feeling sad, I remain optimistic about the future.
Oh, I can't seem to get me out
I struggle to free myself from a confined mental space.
Of this small little room
I'm trapped in a self-made, small, and isolating environment.
I created myself
This confined space is a creation of my own doing.
When my mind plays tricks
My mind often deceives me with tricks and illusions.
And no ones there to help me
No one is around to assist me in these challenging moments.
And I'm searching
I am actively searching for meaning and purpose.
Looking for my reason
I am seeking my motivation or justification for existence.
These four walls are deceiving
The walls around me give a false sense of reality.
And I can barely breath
I feel suffocated and find it hard to breathe.
But I'm trying
Despite the difficulties, I am making an effort.
I'm strong and I'm beautiful
I recognize my strength and beauty.
Yeah I'm trying
Continuing to make an effort despite adversity.
I've been through so much
I have experienced a lot, but I am still alive.
But, I'm alive
Emphasizing the fact that I am alive.
And, I didn't love myself
There was a time when I didn't love myself.
But now I do
But now, I have learned to love and appreciate myself.
I'm strong and I'm beautiful
Reiterating strength and beauty within.
I don't know where I'm going
Uncertain about the future, but aware of my past.
I just know where I've been
I need to maintain a positive mindset to start anew.
I got to keep my head right
Focusing on keeping my thoughts in the right place.
So my life can begin again
To enable a new beginning in my life.
I'm searching
Continuing the search for purpose and meaning.
Looking for my reason
Seeking a reason for my existence.
These four walls are deceiving
The walls still create deceptive illusions.
And I can barely breath
The struggle to breathe persists.
But I'm trying
Persisting in making an effort despite challenges.
I'm strong and I'm beautiful
Acknowledging inner strength and beauty.
Yeah I'm trying
Continuing the effort to overcome difficulties.
I've been through so much
Despite going through much adversity.
But, I'm alive
Affirming the fact that I am still alive.
And, I didn't love myself
Recalling a time when self-love was absent.
But now I do
But now, I have found love and acceptance for myself.
I'm strong and I'm beautiful
Reiterating strength and beauty within.
Yeah, I'm trying
Continuing to make an effort despite challenges.
I'm strong and I'm beautiful
Emphasizing inner strength and beauty.
Yeah I'm trying
Persisting in making an effort despite challenges.
I've been through so much
Despite enduring significant challenges.
But, I'm alive
Affirming the fact that I am still alive.
And, I didn't love myself
Reflecting on a past where self-love was absent.
But now I do
But now, I have learned to love and appreciate myself.
I'm strong and I'm beautiful
Reiterating strength and beauty within.
Mmhmm
Expressing agreement or affirmation.
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