Lyrics
After All This Time
Expressing the passage of a significant amount of time
I spoke from the heart, now I'm waiting
Conveying communication from the heart and anticipating a response
Tried to play the part without hesitating
Attempting a role without hesitation
Will my prayers go unanswered
Questioning if prayers will be ignored
My world's standing still
Feeling a sense of stagnation or lack of progress in life
I'm waiting for the night to break out from the light
Waiting for a moment of change away from the light
Don't want to keep my senses clear
Desiring to avoid clarity of perception
I'm sick of making friends that want to make amends
Frustration with forming connections that lead to apologies
Waiting until the sun goes down
Anticipating a change associated with the setting of the sun
I'm living in a lie, I'm trying to survive
Feeling deceived and struggling for survival
Life is a circus I'm the clown
Metaphorically portraying life as a circus and oneself as a clown
I'm trying by all means, busted at the seams
Struggling intensely, reaching a breaking point
But I guess the sun is going down over me
Recognizing a personal decline as the sun sets
In my darkest hour I found freedom
Finding freedom in the darkest moments
I didn't even cower, could find the reason
Facing challenges without fear, struggling to find reasons
No more prayers to be answered
No longer seeking answers through prayers
I'm out of this shell
Breaking free from a protective shell or confinement
I'm waiting for the night to break out from the light
Waiting for a transformative moment away from the light
Don't want to keep my senses clear
Avoiding clarity in perception intentionally
I'm sick of making friends that want to make amends
Frustration with forming connections that lead to apologies (repeated)
Waiting until the sun goes down
Anticipating a change associated with the setting of the sun (repeated)
I'm living in a lie, I'm trying to survive
Feeling deceived and struggling for survival (repeated)
Life is a circus I'm the clown
Metaphorically portraying life as a circus and oneself as a clown (repeated)
I'm trying by all means, busted at the seams
Struggling intensely, reaching a breaking point (repeated)
But I guess the sun is going down over me
Recognizing a personal decline as the sun sets (repeated)
My lips were sealed, my fingers crossed
Keeping secrets and hoping for a positive outcome
I walked line till I got lost
Navigating life cautiously but getting lost in the process
Don't want the daybreak to arise
Avoiding the dawn, preferring the night
Cause I'm waiting for the night
Expressing a preference for the transformative night
to break out from the light
Reiterating the desire for a transformative moment away from the light
Don't want to keep my senses clear
Avoiding clarity in perception intentionally (repeated)
I'm sick of making friends that want to make amends
Frustration with forming connections that lead to apologies (repeated)
Waiting until the sun goes down
Anticipating a change associated with the setting of the sun (repeated)
I'm living in a lie, I'm trying to survive
Feeling deceived and struggling for survival (repeated)
Life is a circus I'm the clown
Metaphorically portraying life as a circus and oneself as a clown (repeated)
I'm trying by all means, busted at the seams
Struggling intensely, reaching a breaking point (repeated)
But I guess the sun is going down over me
Recognizing a personal decline as the sun sets (repeated)
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