Lyrics
I did what I said I wouldn't do today
I acted against my own stated intentions today.
You knew I lied when I said I was ok
You could tell I was not truthful when I claimed to be okay.
I wish I never grew up, I only know being young
I regret growing up; I only understand the experience of being young.
Now this party stopped being fun
The enjoyment of this gathering has ceased.
Searching for an open door
I am actively seeking an opportunity or solution.
Hoping that there's something more
Hoping for something more meaningful or fulfilling.
Cuz I'm lost and there's nowhere to run
Feeling lost with no clear direction to escape.
I don't know what I should do
I am uncertain about the appropriate course of action.
Everything's come unglued
Everything in my life is unraveling or falling apart.
I don't know what I should do
I am unsure about how to handle the current situation.
Everything's come unglued
All aspects of my life are disintegrating or becoming chaotic.
And I can't repair it
I am unable to fix or mend the broken elements.
Now it's falling down, the home that I built for us
The home I built for us is collapsing.
It stood on a ground a little too treacherous
It was constructed on unstable or dangerous ground.
I wish I never let go of the best thing I would know
I regret releasing the best thing I ever knew.
Too proud to say I can't do it alone
Too proud to admit I need help and cannot do it alone.
It's getting harder to breathe, hoping for any reprieve
Feeling suffocated, yearning for any relief.
I'm afraid and there's no hand to hold
Experiencing fear with no support or comforting presence.
I don't know what I should do
I am uncertain about the appropriate course of action.
Everything's come unglued
Everything in my life is unraveling or falling apart.
I don't know what I should do
I am unsure about how to handle the current situation.
Everything's come unglued
All aspects of my life are disintegrating or becoming chaotic.
And I can't repair it
I am unable to fix or mend the broken elements.
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