Troubles of Today
Journey Through Shadows: Troubles of Today Unveiled
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Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
Reflecting on the start, enjoying the warmth of the sun and the sensation of satin on the skin.
Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
Anticipating the end, feeling the need for a friend, but sensing a lack of listeners.
Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
Expressing a sense of isolation, as no one reaches out even in challenging times.
Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound
Stating that life is difficult, yet acknowledging its beauty in a paradoxical way.
I'm not myself, I'm not myself today, ye ye
Feeling a disconnection from one's usual self, a sense of identity crisis.
I'm someone else, I'm someone else today, ye ye
Experiencing a transformation into someone else temporarily.
I'm by myself, I'm by myself, everyday
Being alone most days, finding comfort in solitude.
I need no help, ye I need no help, okay
Asserting independence, claiming not to need assistance.
Nobody invite me, I don't think they like me
Feeling excluded, possibly due to a perception of not being liked by others.
It's okay I'll be gone soon, You won't find no one like me
Accepting an imminent departure, believing uniqueness won't be replicated.
I think that Imma die soon, I'm more of my own threat
Expressing a feeling of impending doom, being a threat to oneself.
I don't know who to talk to, I used to have an outlet
Lamenting the loss of a confidant, struggling to find a way to express oneself.
You won't find no one like me, I guess that's the point though
Acknowledging the intentional uniqueness and difficulty in finding someone similar.
My vision icy, dilate my pupils, can you turn off the lights please
Describing a distorted vision, possibly influenced by drug use.
It's way too bright it burns, still nobody beside me
Feeling alone despite the brightness, possibly indicating emotional isolation.
Nobody besides me
Emphasizing the solitary state with nobody around.
I ain't tryna cry again, still sitting in your driveway
Resisting the urge to cry again, still dwelling in emotional pain.
Wishing I could blame you but I know that it's all my mistakes
Taking responsibility for mistakes, refraining from blaming others.
March 2nd won't forget it, the day I had a heartbeat every minute
Recalling a significant date, possibly related to a personal struggle or event.
Identify, I'm craving cyanide pills, wanna end it all
Expressing a desire for self-harm, contemplating ending life.
See the tree up on the hill, but I fall flat in the grass and remember
Observing a tree on a hill and reflecting on mortality.
If no one answers the door don't enter
Warning against entering a metaphorical door in moments of distress.
Suicide, I been losing my mind
Acknowledging thoughts of suicide and mental deterioration.
I can't take a life, even if it's just mine, but as the days pass I been asking for guidance
Rejecting the idea of taking a life, seeking guidance as days pass.
Seeking for meaning someday Imma find it
Searching for meaning in life, hopeful of finding it someday.
Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
Repeating the contemplation of the start and sensory experiences.
Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
Reiterating the anticipation of the end and the need for companionship.
Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
Highlighting the lack of communication and support during difficult times.
Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound
Repeating the sentiment that life is challenging but strangely beautiful.
I never been blinded by love, like I was when I met you
Recalling a past experience of being blinded by love.
I couldn't fall asleep before I text you, ye
Struggling to sleep before reaching out to someone.
Sending love notes, and selfies, my sign language sucks
Expressing affection through notes and selfies, admitting difficulty in communication.
But lately, the mountain is clear in the morning
Noting clarity in the morning, but the days are slow and dull.
Days kind of slow, kind of boring anyways
Mentioning a creative outlet by writing two songs in the evening.
Wrote two songs in the evening, ye
Hoping the subject hears the songs written about them.
Hope you hear the songs that I'm speaking about you
Possibly isolating oneself in the room too much, expecting change but remaining the same.
Maybe I been in my room too much
Admitting to spending too much time alone.
Expecting changes when I'm still who I once was
Anticipating changes but struggling with personal identity.
Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
Revisiting the reflection on the start and sensory experiences.
Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
Repeating the anticipation of the end and the need for companionship.
Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
Highlighting the lack of communication and support during difficult times.
Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound
Repeating the sentiment that life is challenging but strangely beautiful.
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