Lyrics
I've been surfing through the void
I've been navigating through a state of emptiness or uncertainty.
With all these feelings I've been tryna avoid
Trying to avoid confronting or dealing with various emotions.
Tryna cancel the noise
Attempting to eliminate or drown out external distractions or disturbances.
In my head
Repetition emphasizes the prevalence of thoughts or emotions within the mind.
In my head
-In my head
-I've been surfing through the void
Reiteration of the experience of navigating through a challenging mental state.
With all these feelings I've been tryna avoid
-Tryna cancel the noise
-In my head
-In my head
-In my head
-Percy in the right hand
References to substance use, possibly as a coping mechanism.
Codiene in the other
-Imma take this percy
-And then Imma take another
-Please don't leave me now
An emotional plea, possibly reflecting a fear of abandonment.
These words came from my mother
Recognition of advice or sentiments received from the speaker's mother.
Swerving late nights
Describing shared experiences and camaraderie with friends during late nights.
With me and all my brothers
-Take me back to all those days
Expressing a desire to return to a time when life was less painful.
Where I had no pain
Reflecting on a past where the speaker wore a fake smile to conceal pain.
And I didn't wear a smile
-That was so damn fake
Commenting on the artificiality of a past smile.
Demons keep me awake
Referencing internal struggles with personal demons and the constant threat to the speaker's well-being.
Coming for my soul
-Cause all they do is take
-I don't know how I'll manage
Expressing uncertainty about how the speaker will cope, resorting to medication to heal past damage.
I been taking medicine to fix all the damage
-She's so sick and tired of all my sad shit
Describing a strained relationship where the speaker's issues affect their partner, who is portrayed as a strong and independent person.
She's just a bad bitch
-Who's breaking the heart of a savage
-I've been surfing through the void
Repetition of the theme of navigating through emotional emptiness or challenges within the mind.
With all these feelings I've been tryna avoid
-Tryna cancel the noise
-In my head
-In my head
-In my head
-I've been surfing through the void
Continuation of the repetition, emphasizing the persistent struggle with internal emotional turmoil.
With all these feelings I've been tryna avoid
-Tryna cancel the noise
-In my head
-In my head
-In my head
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