Deadbeat
Cold Hearts and Dark Prayers: Kidd Saezy's Journey Through Loss and Redemption
Lyrics
Heart is so cold, send my past into the archives
Expressing a cold emotional state, moving past and storing the past experiences in the archives.
That's on my soul, I fell back into the dark side
Acknowledging a return to a dark and negative aspect of life, possibly a personal struggle.
Heart is so cold, send my past into the archives
Reiteration of a cold heart and putting past experiences away for reference in the archives.
That's on my soul, I fell back into the dark side
Repeating the acknowledgment of falling back into a dark and negative aspect of life.
Everyday every night, I pray to a deadbeat god
Expressing a routine of praying to a seemingly indifferent or neglectful god every day and night.
Losin' my faith losin' my soul, I'm grateful for every loss
Losing faith and soul but finding gratitude in every loss, suggesting personal growth through adversity.
Everyday every night, I pray to a deadbeat god
Reiterating the daily prayer to a god perceived as neglectful and expressing gratitude for losses.
Losin' my faith losin' my soul, I'm grateful for every loss
Continuing to lose faith and soul but appreciating the transformative power of losses.
Every loss I'm grateful real talk, I'm leavin' the past I grew to evolve
Expressing gratitude for every loss, emphasizing personal evolution beyond the past.
On a new stage I'm hungry like Jaws, I fly with no cape ain't runnin' no flock
Entering a new phase in life with hunger and determination, referencing the movie "Jaws" for intensity.
And with me a Glock, dick in that shit it's ready to pop
Introducing a potentially dangerous element (Glock) and the readiness for action.
Homie got chills when we speakin' on opps, pop on that pill then we spinnin' the block
Describing intense situations involving substances and a preparedness to confront enemies.
Now my heart cold don't get close to me, ain't forced to I chose to be
Declaring emotional distance, a choice to be cold, and a reluctance to let others get close.
Heart break caused the coldhearted me, glad that she departed me
Attributing emotional coldness to past heartbreak and expressing relief at a past relationship ending.
While I'm here send my roses please, send love that's like gold to me
Requesting appreciation and acknowledgment (roses) while expressing the value of love like gold.
I got demons runnin' my mind, angels slain no hope for me
Conveying internal struggles with inner demons and the absence of hope.
They creepin' paving my life, nocturnal can't go to sleep
Describing external influences (demons) shaping life, with a reference to insomnia (can't go to sleep).
And I fall easy I ain't gon' change, all this hurt in love with the pain
Admitting vulnerability and a resistance to change despite experiencing hurt in love.
My heart grew numb Novocain, everyone they're all the same
Describing emotional numbness (Novocain) due to past experiences, expressing cynicism towards people.
And I got trust issues blame my ex and God, I am not ashamed
Attributing trust issues to both past relationships and a sense of betrayal by a higher power (God).
Heart is so cold, send my past into the archives
Reiterating the theme of a cold heart and storing past experiences away in the archives.
That's on my soul, I fell back into the dark side
Reaffirming a return to a dark and negative aspect of life, possibly reflecting on personal struggles.
Heart is so cold, send my past into the archives
Repetition of the theme of a cold heart and storing past experiences away for reference.
That's on my soul, I fell back into the dark side
Repeating the acknowledgment of falling back into a dark and negative aspect of life.
Everyday every night, I pray to a deadbeat god
Echoing the routine of praying to a seemingly neglectful god every day and night.
Losin' my faith losin' my soul, I'm grateful for every loss
Continuing to lose faith and soul but expressing gratitude for the transformative power of losses.
Everyday every night, I pray to a deadbeat god
Reiterating the daily prayer to a god perceived as neglectful and expressing gratitude for losses.
Losin' my faith losin' my soul, I'm grateful for every loss
Concluding with a repetition of losing faith and soul but finding gratitude in every loss.
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