bathroom floor
Reflections on Solitude: Bathroom Floor Revelations by Kids With Buns
Lyrics
I'm on the bathroom floor, with my head to the door
I am physically on the bathroom floor, positioned with my head facing the door.
I've been staring at the ceiling for two hours and one minute now
I have been gazing at the ceiling for two hours and one minute, indicating a sense of contemplation or introspection.
Nothings really changed, I'm still the same, my surroundings estranged
Despite the passage of time, nothing substantial has changed in my life, and I feel disconnected from my surroundings.
And I'm proud of my friends, cause they will find a job, and they'll end up with somebody you can easily love
I take pride in my friends who are expected to secure jobs and find partners easily lovable.
And I shouldn't compare, I'm too well aware
I acknowledge that comparing myself to others is not beneficial, and I am aware of this fact.
And I'll be here on the bathroom floor
I continue to stay on the bathroom floor, emphasizing a sense of emotional or mental struggle.
With my thoughts alone
I am left alone with my thoughts in this vulnerable state.
And no one needs to know
I prefer to keep my feelings to myself; no one else needs to be aware of my emotional state.
I'm running up these walls, I won't drag you along
I am metaphorically running up walls, signifying a struggle, and I choose not to involve others in my challenges.
I've had more than fourteen months to pick myself up from these habits now
Despite having over fourteen months, I have not overcome certain habits, implying a lack of progress or change.
While people changed, I've done nothing but wait
While others around me have changed, I have remained stagnant, merely waiting for something to happen.
And I'm wasting more time, behind the rose-coloured glass
I am wasting time, possibly daydreaming, portrayed through the metaphor of rose-colored glass.
Oh, I'll end up as somebody I can hardly trust
I fear becoming someone I can hardly trust, indicating a lack of self-confidence or self-awareness.
Too afraid to tell anybody else
I am too afraid to confide in anyone else about my struggles.
And I'll be here on the bathroom floor
Reiteration of being on the bathroom floor, emphasizing the persistence of emotional distress.
With my thoughts alone
Alone with my thoughts, reinforcing a sense of isolation.
And no one needs to know
The idea that no one else needs to know about my emotional state is reiterated.
And I'll be here on the bathroom floor
Repetition of being on the bathroom floor, underscoring the ongoing struggle.
With my thoughts alone
Continuation of being alone with thoughts in this challenging space.
And no one needs to know
Reiteration that no one else needs to know about the internal turmoil.
Drowning in a glass, the hangover amends
Metaphorically drowning in a glass, likely referring to alcohol and its consequences, with a mention of hangover amends.
Forgotten to see that this limbo never ends
The feeling of being stuck in a never-ending limbo is emphasized.
And it's been taking this way too far, it's been making my certainties disconnect
The situation has gone too far, leading to a disconnect in personal certainties.
I was building my hopes so high that I couldn't see where that I ever went
The speaker reflects on building high hopes but losing sight of where they went.
And I'll be here on the bathroom floor
Repetition of being on the bathroom floor, emphasizing the persistence of the emotional struggle.
With my thoughts alone
Being alone with thoughts is reiterated in this stanza.
I'll be here on the bathroom floor
Repetition of being on the bathroom floor with thoughts, highlighting the ongoing internal battle.
With my thoughts alone
Continuation of being alone with thoughts in this challenging space.
And no one needs to know
Reiteration that no one else needs to know about the internal turmoil.
And I'll be here on the bathroom floor
Repetition of being on the bathroom floor, underscoring the persistence of emotional distress.
With my thoughts alone
Continuation of being alone with thoughts in this challenging space.
And no one needs to know
Reiteration that no one else needs to know about the internal turmoil.
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