i feel sad today
Embracing Shadows: Kil Walter's Poignant Reflection on Broken Roads and Lost Light
Lyrics
I feel sad today all the things ain't working out
Feeling sad today due to multiple things not going well.
Always had a way but I think it's broken now
Traditionally knew how to handle situations, but that ability seems lost or dysfunctional now.
It's an open road so I closed my eyes
Opting for an uncertain path while choosing to ignore it.
When I lose control I won't see the light
Expecting to lose control and unable to find a positive outcome.
And I feel hopeless now everything was better when
Expressing a sense of hopelessness, comparing a past when things were better.
There no one round now I'm hiding from these friends
Being alone and avoiding interaction with friends.
And oh oh oh someone take my hand and don't
Requesting someone for help and support.
Let me take a step out of the window tonight
Considering drastic actions like self-harm or suicide.
Dealing with the devil at the end of my life
Feeling like confronting immense challenges or negativity.
I take another step left for dead
Continuing despite feeling emotionally or physically abandoned.
Everything means nothing in this life
Expressing a sense of nihilism, feeling that nothing has inherent meaning or value.
Speak in tongues but you can read my mind
Communication may be ineffective despite the attempt to express thoughts.
I swallow everything that's in a bottle take a ride
Using substances (like alcohol) as a coping mechanism.
Close my eyes I wake up next to you in paradise
Desiring a comforting or idealized situation.
Everything means nothing if I can't be by your side
Feeling that everything loses significance if a particular person isn’t present.
And I was saying oh dreaming but I'm stuck in real life
Dreaming of something better but feeling trapped in reality.
Hear me screaming no sleeping but I see with open eyes
Experiencing distress, remaining awake despite wanting to sleep.
I feel sad today all the things ain't working out
Reiterating the feeling of sadness due to things not working out.
Always had a way but I think it's broken now
Reiterating the loss of previously possessed problem-solving skills.
It's an open road so I closed my eyes
Repeating the idea of choosing an uncertain path while disregarding it.
When I lose control I won't see the light
Anticipating loss of control with no hopeful resolution.
And I feel hopeless now everything was better when
Recalling a better past, emphasizing the current feeling of hopelessness.
There no one round now I'm hiding from these friends
Continuing to isolate oneself from friends.
And oh oh oh someone take my hand and don't
Repeating the plea for assistance and support.
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