Hallucinogenics
Hallucinogenics: Finding Life's Meaning Beyond the Clouds
Lyrics
Trippin out with my friends,
Tripping out with friends, possibly under the influence of drugs.
wasted once again, just trying to have a good time,
Repeating a pattern of being wasted, seeking a good time.
but something doesn't feel right.
Despite the attempt to have a good time, there's an unsettling feeling.
Been a while since you left, think it might be time for a new head,
Reflecting on a past relationship, considering a fresh start.
this ones useless, over trying to get it right.
Expressing frustration with current efforts, feeling unsuccessful.
How long, how long did I try, to make things feel right, feel right?
Questioning the duration and effort invested in making things right.
I don't, I don't, I don't want to know why
Declining the desire to know why, possibly avoiding painful truths.
cuz I been on the slide.
Indicating a downward spiral or negative phase in life.
Staring into the clouds, I thought I'd make you out,
Searching for meaning or connection in the clouds.
but the sky came crashing down, and hit me right in the mouth.
Unexpected and harsh reality hits, disrupting expectations.
Knocked down on the grass, thought that moment was my last,
Surviving a challenging moment, but lingering unease persists.
but I woke up just fine, except something doesn't feel right.
Resilience after a tough experience, but inner discomfort remains.
It's not that I'm giving up, it's not that I'm pass your love, it's not that i'm fucked up, no you had me fucked up.
Denying giving up or being passive about love, asserting self-worth.
It's not that i'm not high, it's not that i'm seeing twice,
Clarifying not being under the influence, not impaired in judgment.
it's not that i'm thinking about better times with you and I.
Reflecting on better times with a former partner.
Said I finally feel alive, standing at the gate I'm finally in a place where I get it.
Claiming a newfound sense of life, understanding, and worthiness.
I was worthy of the pain cuz I finally like the way that I'm heading,
Acknowledging the value of pain, finding a positive direction.
I don't know who to thank but for now it's the hallucinogenics.
Attributing the positive change to hallucinogenic experiences.
Stepping up on a cloud, miles from the ground,
Elevating oneself, feeling elevated and carefree.
i'm floating towards the sunlight, yeah everything feels right.
Experiencing a sense of well-being, everything feeling right.
There's nothing I can't see, nobody taking a hold of me,
Feeling liberated and unrestrained, enjoying the moment.
I'm smiling down on a good life, yeah everything feels right.
Appreciating life, content with the present.
I finally feel alive, standing at the gate I'm finally in a place where I get it.
Reiterating the newfound sense of life and understanding.
I was worthy of the pain cuz I finally like the way that I'm heading,
Reaffirming the value of past pain in shaping a positive direction.
I don't know who to thank but for now it's the hallucinogenics.
Continuing to credit the positive change to hallucinogenic experiences.
I finally feel alive, standing at the gate I'm finally in a place where I get it.
Repeating the affirmation of feeling alive and understanding life.
I finally feel alive, standing at the gate I'm finally in a place where I get it. (I don't know who to thank but thank you)
Expressing gratitude, unsure of who to thank but acknowledging change.
I don't know who to thank but for now it's the hallucinogenics.
Reiterating gratitude for the positive impact of hallucinogenics.
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