i ruin everything i touch
Redemption's Plea: Love Amidst Chaos
Lyrics
I still remember the first time
I have a vivid memory of our initial encounter.
We crossed paths and locked eyes
We met and shared a significant gaze.
I swear to god I've felt this
I strongly feel a connection, almost like it's from a previous life.
Sometime in a past life
This sensation seems familiar, as if it occurred in a past existence.
But I never believed in all of that
I used to dismiss such beliefs until a moment when I couldn't win you back.
Till the moment I couldn't get you back
I started believing in deeper connections when I couldn't regain your affection.
Till the moment I couldn't get you back
Repetition for emphasis on the regret of losing you.
I ruin everything I touch
I tend to ruin everything I involve myself in.
I don't deserve your love
I feel unworthy of your love.
But here I am
Despite my flaws, I am here, pleading for another opportunity.
Begging you for a chance
I am asking for a chance to make things right.
I ruin everything I touch
Reiteration of the tendency to spoil relationships.
I don't deserve your love
Expressing a sense of not deserving the love received.
But here I am
Despite feeling undeserving, I am still asking for another opportunity.
Begging you for a chance
Repetition for emphasis on seeking a chance for redemption.
(Burn brighter burn higher
Enigmatic lines suggesting a burning, intense connection (possibly a metaphor for passion).
Twin flames until the end)
Repetition of the intense connection and commitment.
I still remember that first kiss
Recollection of the memorable first kiss.
Cigarette taste on your lips
The taste of cigarettes on your lips during the kiss.
I swear to god you know I hate that
Despite disliking it, I tolerate the cigarette taste for your sake.
But I put up with it
Expressing willingness to endure discomfort for the person.
Cause for you I'd do anything that I can
I would do anything within my capacity for you.
It's something I never could understand
Admitting difficulty in understanding the depth of emotions.
(Burn brighter burn higher)
Repetition of intense connection, suggesting a burning love.
Twin flames until the end)
Reiteration of commitment, enduring until the end.
I don't really know
Expressing uncertainty about the next steps to take.
Just where to go from here
Feeling lost and unsure about the direction to proceed.
But Ive been waiting for you
Waiting for the person for an extended period.
For all of these years
Expressing a long-standing anticipation for the person's return.
I don't really know
Uncertainty about the reasons for letting the person go.
Just why I let you go then
Reflecting on the decision to part ways and the lack of clarity.
I've been hoping baby
Hoping for the person to return to their home or heart.
You'd come back home again
A longing desire for the person's reunion.
I don't really know
Expressing uncertainty about the next steps to take.
Just where to go from here
Waiting for the person for an extended period.
But Ive been waiting for you
Expressing a long-standing anticipation for the person's return.
For all of these years
Uncertainty about the reasons for letting the person go.
I don't really know
Reflecting on the decision to part ways and the lack of clarity.
Just why I let you go then
Hoping for the person to return to their home or heart.
I've been hoping baby
A longing desire for the person's reunion.
You'd come back home again
Repetition of the hope for the person's return, emphasizing the desire for reunion.
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