Meant to be
Lost in Love: A Soul's Struggle with Unfulfilled Promises
Lyrics
I haven't left my house in months
I have isolated myself, not leaving my house for months.
I haven't recovered from this broken love
I haven't recovered emotionally from a past love that ended.
What I do is never enough
My actions or efforts are consistently insufficient.
No it's never enough
Despite my efforts, it is never satisfactory.
Am I ever enough
I question if I am ever good enough.
I can't keep on fighting this
I can't continue to endure this emotional struggle.
You know I can't keep on fighting this
Expressing the difficulty in persisting with the emotional battle.
I can't stop seeing you in my dreams
I constantly see your image in my dreams.
I can't figure out just what it means
I cannot comprehend the significance of these recurring dreams.
I wonder if you ever really loved me
Questioning the sincerity of your past love for me.
I always thought we were meant to be
I always believed we were destined to be together.
I always thought we were meant to be
Reiteration of the belief in a destined connection.
Meant to be
Emphasizing the idea of a predestined connection.
When I start calling
When I initiate contact or communication.
You know that I've been falling
Awareness of a downward emotional spiral.
Back into my ways
Returning to past behaviors or habits.
I'll Probably drink again
Anticipating a relapse into drinking.
When I start talking
When I engage in conversation.
You know that I'll be honest
I will be truthful, but you may not want to listen.
But you don't want to hear
You are unwilling to hear anything I say.
A single word I say
Doubt about the future, questioning if everything will be okay.
Is it going to be okay
Expressing uncertainty and seeking reassurance.
Am I gonna be okay
Questioning if I will be emotionally okay.
And I know
Acknowledging the fact.
You've moved on
Acknowledging your progression in moving on.
Years past
Time has passed, but the emotional pain persists.
It still feels wrong
Despite the time, the emotional burden remains.
But I can't help myself
Compelled to think about you despite efforts not to.
You're all I have
You are my sole emotional support.
You're all I had
Reflecting on the past, recognizing your importance.
No I can't help myself
Unable to resist thinking about you.
You're all I have
Reiteration of your significance in my life.
You're all I had
Reflecting on the past, acknowledging your importance.
I can't stop seeing you in my dreams
I keep envisioning you in my dreams.
I can't figure out just what it means
Struggling to understand the meaning behind these dreams.
I wonder if you ever really loved me
Questioning the authenticity of your past love for me.
I always thought we were meant to be
Believing that we were destined to be together.
I always thought we were meant to be
Reiteration of the belief in a destined connection.
Meant to be
Emphasizing the idea of a predestined connection.
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