Lyrics
I'm not feeling like myself today
I'm experiencing a sense of disconnection from my usual self today.
Don't want anything to go my way
I don't desire things to go in my favor.
If you could step into my shoes
If you could understand my perspective or situation.
Well would they fit right?
Questioning whether my problems would make sense to others.
This world's really put me in my place
The world has humbled me and put me in a challenging position.
And these girls think I'm just a pretty fact
People perceive me as merely an attractive but shallow figure.
Can I borrow your mind for a minute
Asking for a moment of understanding or empathy.
I think I lost mine
Feeling like I've lost my sense of self or identity.
Head under the water and I wonder why I'm choking
Experiencing a suffocating feeling and questioning its cause.
Pick myself to pieces now I wonder why I'm broken
Breaking down myself and wondering why I am in this state.
Raining on my own parade to wonder why I'm soaking
Sabotaging my own happiness and questioning the reasons.
Say I want it all to end but they just think I'm joking
Expressing a desire for everything to end, but others perceive it as a joke.
Overdrive I've not been to alive
Feeling overwhelmed, lacking vitality.
Nothing to it I seen the other side
Experiencing the harsh reality on the other side of life.
Rollercoaster I don't wanna ride
Not wanting to endure the unpredictable ups and downs of life.
Got no choice I'm on it till I die
Forced to continue living despite having no other choice.
When I'm alone I get so excited
Feeling intense excitement when alone.
My thoughts are loud even in the silence
Even in silence, my thoughts are loud and intrusive.
I see it now what you really hiding
Understanding the hidden truths and motives of others.
So whos to blame if everybody's lying
Questioning who is responsible when everyone is deceptive.
I see the cycle of time
Recognizing the recurring patterns of life.
Cant leave the pattern behind
Unable to break free from the repetitive cycle.
I love this shadow of mine
Embracing and acknowledging my darker side.
It's getting too big to hide
My inner struggles are becoming too significant to conceal.
I see the cycle of time
Observing the repetitive nature of time.
Cant leave the pattern behind
Trapped in a pattern that is hard to escape.
I love this shadow of mine
Accepting and maybe even cherishing my inner darkness.
It's getting too big to hide
Unable to hide the growing impact of my inner struggles.
Head under the water and I wonder why I'm choking
Reiterating the suffocating feeling and questioning its origin.
Pick myself to pieces now I wonder why I'm broken
Continuing to self-destruct and questioning why.
Raining on my own parade to wonder why I'm soaking
Sabotaging my own happiness and wondering about the reasons.
Say i want it all to end but they just think I'm joking
Expressing a desire for everything to end, perceived as a joke by others.
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