Lyrics
Lot of cold in my heart for these females
Expressing emotional distance and coldness towards women.
I love you but you don't get parts of me deep now
Expressing a complex love where certain aspects are not understood deeply.
And these dudes acting fake they get beat down
Calling out fake behavior in certain individuals and the consequences they might face.
I just pray for you, I'm keeping my heat down
Expressing a desire for the well-being of others while staying cautious and prepared.
Y'all don't know how so blessed you are deep down
Acknowledging blessings that may go unnoticed by others.
If I wasn't saved you get buried 6 feet down
Reflecting on the impact of faith on personal salvation.
I'm just being real when I go speak now
Speaking honestly and authentically in public interactions.
Only get this side of me on a beat now
Sharing a particular side of oneself through music.
Ask my bro's 'cause they know how it be
Referring to friends who understand the challenges and realities of life.
Chai keep that warfare and stay with that heat
Indicating a commitment to spiritual warfare and readiness for challenges.
I keep Jesus on my mind not just when I sleep
Highlighting a continuous focus on faith, not limited to sleep.
Not trying get locked up I like being free
Expressing a desire to avoid imprisonment and value personal freedom.
I smile and they like all my teeth, but my momma know way more than laughter to me
Acknowledging the depth of personal emotions beyond surface expressions.
I just took all my L's on the chin, brush it off, you don't want be in a pin
Handling life's challenges with resilience and learning from them.
I keep going but sometimes I'm hurt, I can't vent
Continuing to persevere despite internal emotional struggles.
Sometimes I'm hurt, I can't vent
Reiterating the difficulty of expressing inner pain.
Communication been a problem since then
Noting communication issues that have persisted over time.
'Cause I felt like my momma didn't care, I didn't say nothing I internalize held it in
Revealing a past feeling of neglect and the tendency to internalize emotions.
I internalized held it in, I don't like being a product of sin
Expressing a dislike for being influenced by sinful behavior.
I was born like the giants of then
Describing a birth with characteristics similar to ancient giants.
Had all these features looked like Nephilim
Referencing physical features resembling Nephilim, linking to biblical imagery.
But Jesus done took all that sin
Crediting Jesus for overcoming sin and providing purpose.
Gave me a purpose now I'm serving Him
Expressing a clear sense of purpose and dedication to serving a higher power.
It's obvious, I don't have to say it twice
Asserting the obvious without the need for repetition.
Forreal and I ain't even sign a deal
Highlighting success without a formal record deal.
It was free like somebody post bail
Emphasizing freedom, likening it to being released on bail.
Christ gang I'm not going to hell
Declaring allegiance to a group associated with Christ.
Christ gang send the ops back to hell
Expressing a desire for spiritual victory over adversaries.
I'm too real, y'all don't even know what's real
Asserting authenticity, challenging others to recognize genuine character.
If you lost me then I know you ill, you sick
Suggesting the negative impact of losing connection with the speaker.
I don't even wanna (Hold on)
Expressing a hesitation or pause in certain actions.
I don't even wanna kick
Declining a desire to engage or participate in something.
Nah, I don't even got the time
Expressing a lack of time for certain activities.
Too much things on my mind
Indicating a busy mind with various concerns.
Too much money on the grind
Stating a focus on financial pursuits amid a hectic schedule.
I'll squeeze you in if I got time
Being willing to make time for important matters.
I'm too real, y'all don't even know what's real
Reiterating authenticity and challenging others to recognize it.
If you lost me then I know you ill, you sick
Highlighting the negative impact of losing connection with the speaker.
I don't even wanna (Hold on)
Expressing a hesitation or pause in certain actions (repeated).
I don't even wanna kick
Declining a desire to engage or participate in something (repeated).
Nah, I don't even got the time
Expressing a lack of time for certain activities (repeated).
Too much things on my mind
Indicating a busy mind with various concerns (repeated).
Too much money on the grind
Stating a focus on financial pursuits amid a hectic schedule (repeated).
I'll squeeze you in if I got time
Being willing to make time for important matters (repeated).
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