Lyrics
I don't want to feel this pain no more
I want to escape from the emotional pain I'm currently feeling.
I don't want to feel this pain this pain
Reiteration of the desire to avoid the mentioned emotional pain.
If I go back I swear I'll change it all
If given the chance to go back in time, the speaker would change everything.
Nothing will ever be the same
Emphasizing that the past cannot be undone; life won't be the same again.
Go in rewind never sane I got destruction on my mind
Reflecting on a tumultuous past, with destructive thoughts on the speaker's mind.
Don't want to creep I told Tayleah hit the blinds
Expressing a desire for privacy, advising someone named Tayleah to close the blinds.
All they say is you stuck up in your head and you'll be fine
Others suggest the speaker is lost in thought, assuring that things will improve.
All I say is nothing keep my thoughts up in my mind
The speaker tends to keep their thoughts private and internalized.
Don't want to turn up but my lil hoe she keep amping me
The speaker is reluctant to engage in a lively atmosphere but is influenced by a significant other.
I said okay stay with metal arms just like a amputee
The speaker agrees to stay armed and prepared, using a metaphor of "metal arms" like an amputee.
The first buzzing second cousin something for the whole family
Reference to loyalty, possibly suggesting familial connections.
If you ain't dying behind my name bitch then you can't stand with me
Only those willing to face serious consequences for the speaker can be close.
Fame no Bob Dylan she just looking for the man in me
A comparison to Bob Dylan, implying someone searching for depth in the speaker's character.
Love to see my brother shine
The speaker enjoys seeing their sibling succeed.
Time lifting want to see if I could line
Desire to explore and challenge personal limits.
They say let it pass see if it stand the test of time
Suggesting patience to see if a situation withstands the test of time.
Only thing that stay solid me and this nine
Emphasizing the speaker's reliance on themselves and their weapon.
Don't care about the lose I know I'm doing all that I can
The speaker is not concerned about losses, confident in giving their best effort.
October '07 worst night since then got blood on my hands
Referring to a traumatic event in October 2007, feeling responsible and guilty.
I'm living right now
Acknowledging the present moment.
It hurt the fact you ain't have a chance
Painful realization that someone didn't have a chance, contributing to the speaker's hurt.
So before I waste it I'll be damned
Expressing determination not to waste the opportunity at hand.
I don't want to feel this pain no more
Reiteration of the desire to escape from current emotional pain.
I don't want to feel this pain this pain
Restating the wish to avoid the mentioned emotional pain.
If I go back I swear I'll change it all
Reiterating the commitment to change the past if given the chance.
Nothing will ever be the same
Reaffirming that the past cannot be undone, and life won't be the same again.
Go in rewind
Repeating the idea of going back in time.
Never sane I got destruction on my mind
Reiterating the presence of destructive thoughts on the speaker's mind.
Don't want to creep I told Tayleah hit the blinds
Reiterating the desire for privacy and advising Tayleah to close the blinds.
All they say is you up in your head and you'll be fine
Others still see the speaker as lost in thought, with the assurance that things will get better.
All I say is nothing keep my thoughts up in my mind
Reiterating the tendency to keep thoughts private and internalized.
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