Just for Awhile
Revelations of Cyclic Desires: Unveiling the IllusionLyrics
You said it was good
You previously affirmed its goodness
You said it was safe
You previously affirmed its safety
Now I feel dirty
Presently, I feel unclean
And covered in waif
I am now covered in abandonment or neglect
You said it was good
You previously affirmed its goodness
You said it was safe
You previously affirmed its safety
Now I feel dirty
Presently, I feel unclean
And covered in waif
I am now covered in abandonment or neglect
I thought things had finally changed
I believed circumstances had finally improved
Now I realize they're all the same
Now I understand they remain unchanged
I thought things had finally changed
I believed circumstances had finally improved
Now I realize they're all the same
Now I understand they remain unchanged
It makes you feel good
It provides a temporary sense of well-being
Just for a while
Only for a short duration
When it wears off
Once its effects diminish
You're left like before
You find yourself in the same state as before
I try to resist
I attempt to resist
I know it's a sin
Although I recognize it as a wrongdoing
Instead of rehab
Instead of seeking recovery
I did it again
I succumb to it once again
I thought things had finally changed
I believed circumstances had finally improved
Now I realize they're all the same
Now I understand they remain unchanged
I thought things had finally changed
I believed circumstances had finally improved
Now I realize they're all the same
Now I understand they remain unchanged
It is so so bad
It is extremely undesirable
It still makes me sick
It still disgusts me
Even on Christmas
Even during the festive season
I still can't resist
I am unable to resist it
I'm so fully bored
I am utterly bored
There's nothing to do
There is nothing to engage in
Give me a chance
If given an opportunity
I'll think of something new
I will conceive of something new
I thought things had finally changed
I believed circumstances had finally improved
Now I realize they're all the same
Now I understand they remain unchanged
I thought things had finally changed
I believed circumstances had finally improved
Now I realize they're all the same
Now I understand they remain unchanged
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