Just for Awhile

Revelations of Cyclic Desires: Unveiling the Illusion
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Lyrics

You said it was good

You previously affirmed its goodness

You said it was safe

You previously affirmed its safety

Now I feel dirty

Presently, I feel unclean

And covered in waif

I am now covered in abandonment or neglect


You said it was good

You previously affirmed its goodness

You said it was safe

You previously affirmed its safety

Now I feel dirty

Presently, I feel unclean

And covered in waif

I am now covered in abandonment or neglect


I thought things had finally changed

I believed circumstances had finally improved

Now I realize they're all the same

Now I understand they remain unchanged

I thought things had finally changed

I believed circumstances had finally improved

Now I realize they're all the same

Now I understand they remain unchanged


It makes you feel good

It provides a temporary sense of well-being

Just for a while

Only for a short duration

When it wears off

Once its effects diminish

You're left like before

You find yourself in the same state as before


I try to resist

I attempt to resist

I know it's a sin

Although I recognize it as a wrongdoing

Instead of rehab

Instead of seeking recovery

I did it again

I succumb to it once again


I thought things had finally changed

I believed circumstances had finally improved

Now I realize they're all the same

Now I understand they remain unchanged

I thought things had finally changed

I believed circumstances had finally improved

Now I realize they're all the same

Now I understand they remain unchanged


It is so so bad

It is extremely undesirable

It still makes me sick

It still disgusts me

Even on Christmas

Even during the festive season

I still can't resist

I am unable to resist it


I'm so fully bored

I am utterly bored

There's nothing to do

There is nothing to engage in

Give me a chance

If given an opportunity

I'll think of something new

I will conceive of something new


I thought things had finally changed

I believed circumstances had finally improved

Now I realize they're all the same

Now I understand they remain unchanged

I thought things had finally changed

I believed circumstances had finally improved

Now I realize they're all the same

Now I understand they remain unchanged

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