Lyrics
There is a world hidden deep inside of me
Refers to an internal world within the singer, not visible externally.
A perfect balance between Hell and Heavenly
Describes a perfect equilibrium between opposing forces, akin to good and evil.
I'll spare the words to tell you what that meant to me
Choosing not to fully express the significance of this internal balance.
Living a curse I am my own number one enemy, oh
Expresses a feeling of being trapped or burdened by oneself, acting as their own worst adversary.
Number one enemy, oh
Reiterates the self-identification as the primary opponent.
Number one enemy
Repetition to emphasize the theme of being one's own enemy.
I told myself that it's a battle I will never win
Admits the futility of winning against internal struggles.
There is a war between the good and bad I fight within
Highlights an ongoing conflict between conflicting aspects of oneself.
Two sides of me that I could never be
Refers to unreachable aspects of self due to their contradicting nature.
For I am my own worst enemy
Affirms the self as the most detrimental adversary.
So sick of survival
Expresses weariness of merely surviving.
Against my only rival
Recognizes oneself as the sole competitor.
There is a world hidden deep inside of me
Similar to line 1, emphasizing an internal, hidden world.
A perfect balance between Hell and Heavenly
Repeats the idea of a balanced internal realm.
I'll spare the words to tell you what that meant to me
Declines to fully articulate the significance of this internal equilibrium.
Living a curse I am my own number one enemy, oh
Reiterates the feeling of being burdened by oneself, acting as the main adversary.
Number one enemy, oh
Repeats the self-identification as the primary opponent.
Number one enemy
Emphasizes once again the theme of being one's own enemy.
You think you know but you don't really wanna know at all
Addressing a misconception about understanding one's internal struggles.
You wanna feel what it's like to have and lose it all?
Asks if one desires to experience both gaining and losing everything.
You wouldn't deal with the way I rise and then I fall
Suggests that others wouldn't handle the singer's constant fluctuations well.
Two sides of me that I could never be
Reiterates the unreachable nature of conflicting aspects of self.
For I am my own worst enemy
Affirms the self as the most detrimental adversary, echoing line 11.
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