Lyrics
I lay awake every night
I struggle with insomnia, staying awake every night.
Dreaming of us, of my life
I daydream about our relationship and my life.
When I die, where I'll go
Contemplating what happens after death and where I'll end up.
If I fight, to survive
Considering the choice between fighting for survival or succumbing to challenges.
Paralyzed in darkness; terrified
Feeling immobilized and frightened in the darkness.
Reading every page
Engaged in self-reflection, examining every aspect of my life.
Try to refrain from going insane
Struggling to maintain sanity, resisting the descent into madness.
I'm seeing colors again
Experiencing a renewed perception, possibly a positive shift.
Can't tell me where I am or if I'm still asleep
Uncertain about my surroundings, questioning if I'm in a dream or awake.
This manifested as it slowly started to creep
Observing a manifestation that slowly infiltrates my reality.
Inside it's building it's energy, slowly inside of me
An internal force is growing, accumulating energy within me.
I don't know where to begin
Feeling overwhelmed and unsure of where to start addressing the internal struggles.
Wake up
A call to wake up, possibly from a metaphorical or emotional slumber.
A world of dark starts when u close your eyes
Entering a dark world when closing one's eyes, facing inner challenges.
Holding on to the pain to find whats wrong
Enduring pain as a means to discover and address personal issues.
There's terrible skies and terrible lies
Confronting difficult situations and deceitful circumstances.
Your holding on for dear life to see this through
Holding on tightly to life, determined to see challenges through.
I lay awake every night
Reiteration of the struggle with insomnia and nighttime contemplation.
Dreaming of us, of my life
Continued daydreams about our relationship and my life.
When I die, where I'll go
Reflection on the uncertainty of the afterlife and where one will end up.
If I fight, to survive
Weighing the decision to fight for survival in challenging circumstances.
Paralyzed in darkness; terrified
Feeling paralyzed and terrified in the darkness once again.
There isn't enough time to be there alone
Expressing the urgency of not having enough time to be alone.
I'll let you go so I can be there on the other side
Letting go of someone to be there for them on the other side, possibly after death.
There's energy inside my head I'm forced to get you out
An inner struggle to release negative energy and thoughts.
Inside it's building it's energy, slowly inside of me
Reiteration of the internal force growing, accumulating energy.
I don't know where to begin
Feeling lost and unsure about where to start addressing internal struggles.
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