Painfull
Painful Confessions: The Struggle of Hidden Emotions
Lyrics
It’s so hard to say no
Expressing difficulty in refusing or rejecting something.
I’m just trying to stack it up until it can’t fold
Desire to accumulate wealth until it becomes unstoppable.
Yeah she said she hate, yeah I’m such an a hole
Acknowledging criticism from someone who disapproves, possibly a partner.
Tell them niggas take notes
Advising others to learn from his experiences or actions.
It’s so hard to say no, but if I tell you yes I’d regret it way more
Weighing the difficulty of saying no against potential regrets for saying yes.
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can’t show
Concealing emotions that cannot be openly expressed.
There’s something’s I wanna tell you that you just can’t know
Desire to communicate certain things that are kept hidden.
Trust me it ain’t easy, girl this shit is painful
Emphasizing the emotional difficulty and pain in the current situation.
I can’t do it but there’s times I came close
Struggling with the temptation or possibility of revealing hidden feelings.
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can’t show
Reiteration of the internal struggle to express concealed emotions.
There’s something’s I wanna tell you that you just can’t know
Expressing the desire to share undisclosed information despite difficulties.
And trust me it ain’t easy, girl this shit is painful
Reaffirming the emotional pain and difficulty in the current situation.
I wish that I could open up
Expressing a wish for emotional openness and vulnerability.
I want a real relationship with honesty from both of us
Desire for an authentic relationship built on mutual honesty.
But it’s hard to let you in, and that shit seems to hold us up
Struggling to be open and vulnerable, causing a delay in the relationship.
She wanna know more, I tell her that she knows enough
Addressing the partner's curiosity while maintaining a level of secrecy.
She says that I’m closed off
Acknowledging a perception of being emotionally closed off.
Like I’m in the club in my little section and it’s rolled up
Metaphorically describing a guarded state, akin to being in a club section.
Only time that she feels close to me is when her clothes off
Highlighting intimacy as the only time the partner feels close.
If I got to break it off just know that it ain’t your fault
Assuring the partner that any potential breakup isn't their fault.
I thought that me and her could make it work but I don’t know dog
Expressing uncertainty about the viability of the relationship.
Cause I got too much to hide and you deserve honesty
Recognizing personal issues that hinder providing complete honesty.
So I don’t mind if you gotta move on from me
Accepting the possibility of the partner moving on for their well-being.
You know that I want your love, but love is not enough
Expressing a desire for love but acknowledging its limitations.
Cause I know I can’t give you what you want from me
Acknowledging the inability to fulfill the partner's expectations.
It’s so hard to say no, but if I tell you yes I’d regret it way more
Reiteration of the difficulty in refusing.
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can’t show
Repeating the challenge of concealing emotions.
There’s something’s I wanna tell you that you just can’t know
Reiterating the desire to share undisclosed information.
Trust me it ain’t easy, girl this shit is painful
Emphasizing the ongoing emotional pain and difficulty.
I can’t do it but there’s times I came close
Admitting vulnerability and moments of almost revealing concealed emotions.
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can’t show
Reiterating the ongoing internal struggle to express hidden feelings.
There’s something’s I wanna tell you that you just can’t know
Reiterating the desire to communicate undisclosed information.
And trust me it ain’t easy, girl this shit is painful
Reaffirming the persistent emotional pain and difficulty in the situation.
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