Lyrics
I'm so sick of drifting
I'm feeling tired of aimlessly moving or drifting.
Can't pretend it's a dream
I can't pretend that my current state is a pleasant or ideal situation.
Submerged I find my reason
I discover my purpose or motivation while submerged or deeply involved.
There's a hole beneath me
There's an emptiness or void beneath me.
Too black to see
The emptiness is so profound that it's impossible to perceive anything.
My shadow's open season
My vulnerabilities or weaknesses are exposed and can be taken advantage of.
I just need to break the surface to breathe
I just need to surface and take a breath to survive.
Can my lungs hold on?
Questioning the endurance of my strength, particularly my lungs.
What will fill them?
Contemplating what will sustain or fulfill me.
Decider send me safely home
Requesting a decisive force to guide me safely home.
I can see the end
I can foresee the conclusion or endpoint.
Something's overtaking
There's a powerful force taking control.
Nothings what it seems
Things are not as they appear; there's deception.
Blind to my own destruction
Unaware of the self-destructive path I'm on.
I can't make up my mind
Struggling to make decisions, feeling indecisive.
Will I learn it in time
Uncertain if I'll learn from my mistakes in time.
Change comes from introspection
Positive change comes from self-reflection.
I just need to break the surface to breath
Expressing the need to break free from difficulties to survive.
Can my lungs hold on?
Doubting the endurance of my lungs in challenging circumstances.
What will fill them?
Questioning what will provide sustenance or fulfillment.
Decider send me safely home
Requesting a decisive force to guide me safely home (repeated).
I can see the end
Anticipating or acknowledging the impending conclusion.
Can my lungs hold on?
Reiterating doubt about the endurance of my lungs.
Will I breathe it in?
Questioning whether I'll embrace the challenging situation.
Decider send me safely home
Requesting a decisive force to guide me safely home (repeated).
I can see the end, it's my decision
Acknowledging that the decision is ultimately mine.
I will breathe or I will die trying
Expressing determination to either breathe or die trying.
As I reach I feel the division
Feeling a separation as I strive for something.
I've made my decision
Making a definite choice or resolution.
Separate my spirit from this body
Wanting to detach my essence from my physical self.
I'm coming home
Expressing the return to a place of familiarity or comfort.
I'm coming home
Reaffirming the return home (repeated).
My lungs held on
My lungs endure and hold on.
I've reached the end
Reaching the anticipated endpoint.
I've decided to return
Deciding to come back.
To see the end
Reiterating the acknowledgment of the conclusion.
No I won't go down
Refusing to succumb or be defeated.
I will remain
Determined to endure and persist.
The decider will be me alone
The ultimate decision-maker regarding my fate is me alone.
To breathe again
Expressing the desire to breathe again.
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