Hand on Heart
Heartfelt Reflections: Triumph Amidst Loss
Lyrics
I Got my hand on my heart heart on my sleeve
I am emotionally invested, sincere, and vulnerable.
already been seven months but still hard to conceive
Seven months have passed, but it's still difficult to accept.
still hard to believe
The reality is still hard to believe.
The pain chocking me up making it harder to breath
Pain is overwhelming, making it difficult to breathe.
Cause from my mum passed away its been passed peak
The pain has intensified since my mother passed away.
and for the last couple months cuz I can't sleep
Struggling to sleep for the past few months.
brain shattered into pieces It scared deep
My mind is deeply disturbed and shattered.
feel empty no tears left I can't Weep
Feeling emotionally drained, no tears left.
na and still can't believe
Still finding it hard to believe.
family will try sell me out for my Marge p's
Family may betray for monetary gains.
but Now it's pass peace so try know Anywhere I see your face from you head from your head I'm taking a large piece
Committing to remembering the person, taking a significant part of them with me.
love to my peeps who had my back like a car seat
Expressing gratitude to loyal friends.
helped me on my feet and back up off my arse cheeks
Friends who supported in difficult times.
Anything just ask I'll be there in a heartbeat
Willing to help whenever needed.
as long as my heart beats like the five heart beats
Commitment to loyalty, likened to the "five heart beats."
coz it's Nights like this when I
During challenging nights...
light my spliff and my mind mite drift
Turning to substances to cope, allowing the mind to wander.
but I'm in my own zone yeah I mind my biz
Focused on personal matters, minding one's own business.
the label is self kater that's what time it is
Independence and self-catering are emphasized.
plus I've been through hard times and got no time to quit
Endured tough times but no intention to give up.
and I'm bout me a mine and not on no miner shit
Prioritizing oneself and loved ones, not engaging in trivial conflicts.
And like dirty dike I got no time for pricks
Similar to Dirty Dike, avoiding time-wasting individuals.
These men are wet like vaginas get.. you get me
Critiquing individuals as weak and indecisive.
man Ah get you cut patterned and lined like designer freds
Warning that actions have consequences.
tell them I'm back and proactive
Declaring a return with determination.
I need no practice I know I can Hack this
Confident in abilities, no need for rehearsal.
I've been through a madness but I hold no maliceI I just blow the chalice, Cah my goal is to balance yeah I know its a challenge but my soul it can manage
Experienced hardships but harboring no ill will, focused on finding balance.
even though i know I'm damaged
Acknowledging personal damage but still standing strong.
man ah still here dammit
Reflecting on resilience despite challenges.
if not
If not resilient, disappearing without a trace.
disappear in the air and Amsterdam it like
Considering relocating to Amsterdam if resilience fades.
fuck it it's getting lit can you dig it
Embracing the intensity of the situation.
while I'm talking to Bridget she slipping me the digits
Engaging in conversation while receiving romantic interest.
says she wants to take me home cook me a meal that taste delicious I told her I'm a gentleman I even get the dishes
Declining advances despite being a rebel.
same time I'm a rebel like Sid vicious
Balancing being a gentleman with rebellious tendencies.
general on level I spit it and get wicked
Asserting prowess and skill at a high level.
general on a level I spit it and get wicked
Reiterating high skill level and assertiveness.
you can get rolled over or get wid it
Warning about consequences for those who oppose.
The end of the saga of and start of a new beginning
Ending one phase and starting a new chapter.
you can get rolled over or get wid it
Reiterating the warning about consequences.
now done with the talking I'm ready to start winning
Concluding the talk and expressing readiness for success.
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