Lyrics
How much hurt can I shoulder before I blow up
Expressing the capacity to endure emotional pain before reaching a breaking point.
Paper thin chains in the smolder, you cared before
Referring to fragile emotional connections in a situation that once held significance.
Tell me what it means I don't know, I don't know
Seeking understanding about the meaning of experiences, expressing uncertainty.
Told you that I bleed nah it wasn't for show
Previously mentioned bleeding was genuine and not for show.
Tell me what it means I don't know, I don't know
Reiteration of uncertainty about the meaning of experiences.
Told you that I bleed nah it wasn't for show
Reiteration that the mentioned bleeding was authentic.
I am the one who's stone, inside the ocean
Identifying oneself as emotionally hardened, like a stone in the vastness of emotions (ocean).
Like Jojo, not floating you know it
Drawing a comparison to Jojo, suggesting a grounded or anchored state rather than floating.
You know it
Reaffirmation of the previous statement.
I am the one who's stone, inside the ocean
Reiteration of emotional resilience, likening it to a stone inside the ocean.
Like Jojo, not floating you know it
Repeating the Jojo comparison to emphasize stability.
You know it
Reaffirmation of the previous statement.
I'm the only one who gets me
Claiming to be the only one who truly understands oneself.
You the only one who ain't forget me
Acknowledging someone who hasn't forgotten or abandoned the speaker.
Do you want a soldier or no one
Pose a question about whether the person wants a resilient companion.
I been in the crib still I'm stoic
Indicating a calm and unemotional state despite being in isolation.
Show me where the thoughts go when I feel better
Inquiring about the destination of thoughts during moments of improvement.
She gon' think I need her cause her pride let her
Anticipating a potential misunderstanding due to someone's pride.
Summer feel like heaven winter feel like home
Associating seasons with contrasting emotional states (heaven and home).
I wanted amethyst but death be feeling gold
Expressing a desire for something valuable (amethyst), but death feels more significant.
Trust is hard to do, can't even trust myself
Highlighting the difficulty in trusting, even oneself.
I put my faith in crows, they gon' bring the help
Putting faith in crows as symbols of guidance or assistance.
They gon' bring the help, they gon' bring the help
Repetition emphasizing the expectation of assistance from crows.
Water feel like home, water feel like home
Associating water with a sense of belonging or comfort.
I wanted guarantee but death be feeling gold
Expressing a desire for certainty but acknowledging the significance of death.
Death be feeling gold, death be feeling gold
Repetition emphasizing the impact of death on emotions.
How much hurt can I shoulder before I blow up
Repetition of the first line, underscoring the central theme of enduring pain.
Paper thin chains in the smolder, you cared before
Reiteration of fragile emotional connections and caring in the past.
Tell me what it means I don't know, I don't know
Restating the earlier uncertainty about the meaning of experiences.
Told you that I bleed nah it wasn't for show
Confirming that the mentioned bleeding was not a pretense.
Tell me what it means I don't know, I don't know
Repeating the uncertainty about the meaning of experiences.
Told you that I bleed nah it wasn't for show
Reiterating the authenticity of the earlier mentioned bleeding.
I am the one who's stone, inside the ocean
Reaffirmation of emotional resilience and comparison to a stone in the ocean.
Like Jojo, not floating you know it
Repeating the Jojo comparison to emphasize stability.
You know it
Reaffirmation of emotional stability and understanding.
I am the one who's stone, inside the ocean
Reiteration of emotional resilience, likening it to a stone inside the ocean.
Like Jojo, not floating you know it
Repeating the Jojo comparison to emphasize stability.
You know it
Reaffirmation of emotional stability and understanding.
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