BETTER DEAD
Echoes of Despair: Unveiling the Struggle in BETTER DEAD by Kley Stuber
Lyrics
"Hey its me again, i just needed to hear your voice
Expressing a need to hear the listener's voice for emotional support.
Needed to talk you, can u please me back"
Continuing the request to talk and asking for a response.
I'm tired of dragging everybody down
Feeling burdened by negatively impacting others.
You didn't want to be around
Not being wanted around by someone important.
I'm dragging into sadness
Being pulled into a state of sadness.
I'm tired of fake smiles
Expressing weariness of insincere smiles.
Everyday checking and digging for all of the things that I won't do the same
Reflecting on the effort to avoid repeating mistakes.
And every night I'm dreaming and planning what is the end game
Dreaming and planning for an uncertain future.
Fake friends say they know me
Addressing the presence of fake friends who judge worthiness negatively.
They say I ain't worthy
-Fake friends say they know me
-They say I ain't worthy
-Do not leave me alone
Pleading not to be left alone.
The voices in my head say I'm better dead
Voices in the head suggesting a desire for death.
Do not leave me alone no
Reiterating the plea not to be left alone.
The voices in my head say I'm better dead
Reinforcing the internal struggle with self-destructive thoughts.
I'm tired of dragging everybody down
Repeating feelings of dragging others down and experiencing fake smiles.
You didn't want to be around
-I'm dragging into sadness
-I'm tired of fake smiles
-The weight of uncertainty it kills me slowly
Expressing the emotional weight of uncertainty and a desire for cleanliness in actions.
My hands they ain't dirty and this is how they want it
-I just hate what I became
Hating one's current state and questioning if others will follow the same path.
Will you do the same they did
Asking if the listener will make the same choices as others in the past.
Fake friends and shit
Observing fake friends and negative experiences.
I saw it for quite a bit
-Please don't leave alone
Pleading not to be left alone again.
No, no, no
Repeating the plea with emphasis.
Do not leave me alone 'cuz
Reiterating the impact of internal voices suggesting a preference for death.
The voices in my head say I'm better dead
-They never got to know me
Expressing disappointment at being abandoned despite being known.
And even though you did
-And even though you did
-You chose to leave me
-You chose what was easy
Reflecting on the listener's choices, emphasizing the negative aspects.
Murderer, cheater, liar, abuser and all of the things that you said
-False testimony of someone that loved you to all of your family and friends
-They never got to know me
-And even though you did
-and even though you did
-You chose to leave me
-You chose what was easy
-I'm tired of dragging everybody down
Repeating the feelings of dragging others down and the desire for death.
You didn't want to be around
-"And left me with all those thoughts saying I was better dead
-Toxic relationship break good man, but we don't really talk about it
-But now I see that every end is a new beginning
Recognizing that every end is a new beginning, and emphasizing the importance of perseverance in life.
For every closed door there is another opening, and this is life, you gotta
-Keep going, hope, and love!"
Encouraging to keep going, maintaining hope, and embracing love despite the challenges.
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