Lyrics
Hey, is this what I deserve?
Reflecting on whether the current situation is deserved.
The killing me is over
Expressing relief that the internal struggle or pain is over.
And I guess I got it right well maybe that's because
Suggesting a sense of self-validation for making the right choices.
I tried so many times
Acknowledging numerous attempts or efforts in the past.
And so I say I didn't mean I
Stating a denial or regret, implying actions taken that were unintended.
It doesn't matter now
Emphasizing that the past actions no longer hold significance.
And even though I didn't really like
Expressing dislike for the way something was demonstrated or taught.
The way you showed me how
Commenting on a negative experience of learning from someone.
C'mon now, you know they'll walk you through it
Encouraging to face challenges, implying support from others.
It never seems to satisfy at all
Highlighting that the process or outcome is unsatisfying.
You come around but you know they'd see right through it
Suggesting that attempts to deceive are transparent to others.
You're too busy reeling from the fall
Indicating being preoccupied with the consequences of a failure.
Unsympathetic eyes watch you every time you dive
Describing the scrutiny and judgment from others during a vulnerable moment.
They're laughing while they say you'll never learn
Pointing out that people mock and doubt the individual's ability to learn.
And seems so well disguised but the failure still arrives
Acknowledging the concealment of failure despite efforts to hide it.
They're thinking that you'll never see this turn
Perceiving others' belief that the individual will not recover from the situation.
This pathetic guy feels it every time he dives
Portraying a person who experiences the emotional impact of failure repeatedly.
He's laughing because he knows he'll never learn
Highlighting the irony of someone finding amusement in their own failure.
And he seems so well disguised but the failure still arrives
Recognizing the facade of success while failure remains inevitable.
He's sinking because he'll never see his turn
Describing the sinking feeling of knowing one won't have a chance to succeed.
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