It's Always My Fault
Love's Blame Game: Kody Lavigne's Emotional Odyssey
Lyrics
Don't wanna fall yeah
Expressing a reluctance to experience a downfall or failure.
Don't wanna fall yeah yeah yeah
Reiteration of the reluctance to fall, emphasizing the sentiment.
Don't wanna fall, by the time I get back up you'll tell me that I lost it all
Fear of failure, anticipating negative consequences upon getting back up.
Tryna fix it but you won't text back or won't pick up my calls
Attempting to mend a situation, but facing communication barriers.
I'm really starting to think that you ain't want this love at all
Doubting the sincerity of the other person's love.
I guess it's always my fault
Acceptance of responsibility and a recurring theme of self-blame.
Don't wanna fall, by the time I get back up you'll tell me that I lost it all
Reiteration of the fear of losing everything upon standing up.
Tryna fix it but you won't text back or won't pick up my calls
Continued effort to fix issues with persistent communication challenges.
I'm really starting to think that you ain't want this love at all
Expressing doubt about the other person's desire for the relationship.
I guess it's always my fault
Reiteration of self-blame as a recurring theme.
I do my best
Stating an effort to do the best in the relationship.
But i'm still stressed
Acknowledging stress despite efforts.
Then I get high so i'm not upset
Using substances to cope with emotions and avoid being upset.
Wanna tell me why you play these games?
Questioning the other person's motives and actions in the relationship.
But it don't mean I don't love you less
Asserting continued love despite challenges.
Wanna know why I feel this pain?
Seeking an explanation for the emotional pain experienced.
Cause I took a bullet right through my chest
Metaphorically describing intense emotional pain and vulnerability.
On the real I don't have nothing left
Expressing a feeling of emptiness and loss.
Will I be alive wanna make that bet?
Contemplating one's mortality and the value of life.
But i'll be long gone, through the front door right out my head
Anticipating leaving a situation or relationship, escaping emotionally.
And yeah my love strong for the next girl that's in my bed
Already harboring feelings for someone else, suggesting emotional detachment.
And I been making love songs
Expressing a creative outlet through love songs despite challenges.
Even after all that you said
Continued commitment to expressing emotions through music.
Everybody dies but I won't be next
Acknowledging the inevitability of death but asserting survival.
Even though i'm hurt girl i'm still gon' flex
Remaining confident despite emotional pain, maintaining a sense of self.
And that's on god
Emphasizing determination and self-assurance with a reference to a higher power.
Losing me was the worst thing that you ever thought
Reflecting on the impact of losing the speaker in the relationship.
And it won't ever stop
Asserting that the emotional impact will persist.
Battling my insanity and it's really hard
Struggling with mental health issues, possibly alluding to a difficult journey.
Don't wanna fall, by the time I get back up you'll tell me that I lost it all
Reiteration of the fear of losing everything upon standing up.
Tryna fix it but you won't text back or won't pick up my calls
Continued effort to fix issues with persistent communication challenges.
I'm really starting to think that you ain't want this love at all
Expressing doubt about the other person's desire for the relationship.
I guess it's always my fault
Reiteration of self-blame as a recurring theme.
Don't wanna fall, by the time I get back up you'll tell me that I lost it all
Reiteration of the fear of losing everything upon standing up.
Tryna fix it but you won't text back or won't pick up my calls
Continued effort to fix issues with persistent communication challenges.
I'm really starting to think that you ain't want this love at all
Expressing doubt about the other person's desire for the relationship.
I guess it's always my fault
Reiteration of self-blame as a recurring theme.
I guess it's always my fault
Final acknowledgment of self-blame, possibly indicating a pattern in relationships.
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