Lyrics
Yo
Expression of attention or acknowledgment
It's freezing out here
Describing the weather as extremely cold
Stay Kold
Encouragement to remain emotionally distant or resilient
Anybody around
Questioning the presence of anyone
Nah
Negative response to the previous question
Solemn and despondent, contemplating as I'm pondering
Feeling serious and hopeless, thinking deeply
The leaves of autumn veiled in frost reveals from the thawing
Observing how the changing season reveals nature's beauty
The chilling of the cadence slowly weighing on my conscience
Feeling the impact of a cold rhythm affecting conscience
Ate away at by the flailing of the failings of my conscious
Being troubled by personal failures and their effects on conscience
A dark horse, but not a Porsche
Not a prominent or flashy figure but carrying regret
Manifest remorse, apparition of a torch
Regret or guilt taking a tangible form
That unhappily I carry with a burden to be scorched
Carrying an unhappy burden that needs to be confronted
The hatchet then be buried in a barren tundra up north
Symbolic burial of something painful in a desolate place
Isolate from naysayers, contagious in their scorn
Isolating oneself from negative influences
They never bring me peace of mind, wanna see my soul confined
Feeling that others cause inner turmoil and desire restriction
Content with throwing night shade, toxic with their Solanine
Others' negativity causing toxicity in one's life
Deceit disguised as down to earth, contaminated woven vines
People pretending to be honest but spreading deceit
Moth drawn to a glimmer thats only growing dimmer
Drawn to something fading and losing hope
Cuz what was once the bigger picture, grimmer, cropped and trimmer
Feeling that the bigger picture has become darker and smaller
Trapped and tortured in a bind, I'm feeling stuck in my ways
Feeling trapped and unable to change
The ground felt in my chest shows the detrimental effects
Feeling the negative effects of emotional upheaval
When uprooted by upheaval and unable to accept
Struggling to accept oneself in entirety
Every part of who I am, at my worst and at my best
Struggling with distress and everything in between
And just everything that lies between, the feeling of distress
Expressing desperation and seeking help
My cry for help, my SOS, my vessel drowning in my debts
Metaphorically drowning in problems and debts
Resuscitate my sinking breath, cardiac endure arrest
Desiring resuscitation or revival of hope
Rendering my hopes, in an almost pitch black room
Feeling hopeless or lost in a dark situation
With the bellow that then blows, the last of the embers glow
Noticing the fading of hope or positivity
Before I lay to rest, in a coffin full of coal
Metaphorical feeling of being trapped or stuck
I am under the duress, the December solstice probes
Feeling pressure during a challenging time
I've been tryna elude the past, but that fleeting peace don't last
Struggling to escape the past but failing
Cuz the moment shadows brought to light, it will come to bite you fast
Consequences catching up swiftly
It doesn't change whatevers done to anyone I've hurt
Acknowledging responsibility for past actions
Unhealthy loves a futile drug I used to fill my worth
Using unhealthy relationships to feel valuable
My hearts become more guarded, took awhile as I searched
Becoming more cautious and protective of emotions
In the darkness of a cold night, that's my artistry in birth
Creating art out of personal struggles in a cold and dark state
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