Lyrics
I'm heading to the darkness again
I am willingly entering a period of darkness or difficulty once again.
They say I should go zen
People advise me to adopt a Zen-like attitude, presumably to detach from emotions.
In order to not feel or care
Suggestions are made to avoid feeling or caring about things.
But what do they know I'm still chewing my hair
Despite the advice, the speaker is still grappling with inner turmoil, metaphorically expressed as "chewing my hair."
Your name pops up in my head
Thoughts of someone (referred to as "Your") occupy the speaker's mind.
Every time I open my eyes in bed
The person's name resurfaces whenever the speaker wakes up in bed.
I drowned myself with obsession over you
The speaker confesses to being consumed by an intense fixation on the mentioned person.
I gotta get out of this depression for me
There is a realization of the need to overcome depression for the sake of personal well-being.
It's a new dawn it's a new season
A new phase has begun, symbolized by a new dawn and season.
Days are brighter that's a good reason to let go
The speaker acknowledges brighter days as a reason to let go of the past.
Spring is the finest of the seasons
Spring, regarded as the finest season, is mentioned without triggering any specific memories.
It doesn't remind me of anything
Spring does not evoke any particular associations or emotions.
Anything anything anything oh anything
Emphasis is placed on the lack of emotional connection or significance with the word "anything."
I never go back
A firm declaration of not revisiting or returning to past days.
I never go back
Reiteration of the speaker's commitment to not going back to previous circumstances.
I never go back
Further emphasis on the resolute decision to avoid returning to the past.
I never go back
Final affirmation of the speaker's determination to move forward and not dwell on the past.
To those days again
A conclusive statement expressing the speaker's resolve to avoid reliving those days again.
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