Lyrics
And I don't think I can help it
Expressing a lack of control over personal feelings or actions.
How the fuck I'm less of myself so I'm considered "self-ish"
Questioning the perception of being selfish despite being selfless.
When I don't do shit for myself, too humbled and selfless
Balancing humility and selflessness, possibly feeling conflicted.
Skatin' through a city I hate with it all but a helmet
Disliking a city but navigating it without necessary protection.
No rules for livin' my life or an equal suggestion
Choosing to live without strict rules or following societal norms.
Who you? too much to lose so I'm not tuckin' no Wesson
Avoiding conflict and potential danger due to having too much to lose.
Ain't provin' nothin' to you but who the fuck is you pressin'?
Questioning the importance of proving oneself to others.
My brothers take care of it I don't got time for a test
Reliance on brothers to handle problems, prioritizing time wisely.
I'm out here teachin' lessons to kids feelin' more than depressed
Teaching valuable lessons to those struggling with depression.
Thought my life was a scantron, started forgettin' that lead
Metaphorically describing life as a scantron, forgetting one's path.
'Cause I'm more of a hands-on, I'll break yo jaw back instead
Preferring direct action over expressing emotions through writing.
Sick of writing you sad songs, 'cause you don't know me
Expressing frustration with writing sad songs about misunderstood feelings.
But you told me, "I never said I loved you", I found that amusin'
Highlighting the amusement in being told that love was never declared.
When you said it yo nails was in my back
Describing the pain of betrayal using vivid imagery.
But a knife's what you used and
Contrasting the apparent affection with the actual harm caused.
This intuition shit's forever and always a nuisance
Expressing frustration with persistent intuition causing distress.
Wish I was fine 'cause I can't live with emotional blueprints
Wishing for emotional stability, tired of unpredictable feelings.
And I could say I fuckin' hate you when the sky isn't blue and
Expressing hatred under certain circumstances and reflecting on lies.
Write about the story of your lies and how it turned us to ruins
Reflecting on the destructive impact of lies on a relationship.
The hardest lesson that we face is that everyone's human
Acknowledging the universal challenge of trusting and facing betrayal.
So you have to trust to be betrayed and I'm glad I ain't do it
Choosing not to trust, expressing relief for avoiding potential betrayal.
But I guess we finally ended
Acknowledging the end of a relationship.
You said the only way to keep you was if you get let in
Stating conditions for maintaining a relationship, implying difficulty.
Hard for me to speak when you been cursed with a head as this cryptic
Struggling to communicate due to a mysterious or difficult mindset.
Askin' what was wrong was probably somethin' that wasn't gon' fix it"
Reflecting on the futility of asking about problems that can't be fixed.
I fell to pieces in that room when I saw that you sent it
Experiencing emotional breakdown upon receiving a message.
My hearts a fortress with a camera at every entrance
Describing a guarded heart with vigilance against potential harm.
I tried to tell you 'bout my illness, yo energy shifted
Sharing personal struggles with illness and feeling a change in energy.
You said you feel you, "didn't know me"
Revealing a lack of understanding despite sharing personal experiences.
I guess you should listen to every song I bodied on this album
Encouraging understanding through listening to the artist's work.
Because of your presence
Acknowledging the impact of someone's presence on emotions.
When I think about you I throw up
Expressing intense negative emotions when thinking about someone.
Dead in my mind here lies *Beep* and Lotus
Mentioning death metaphorically, possibly implying emotional turmoil.
Ran a thousand miles and you still givin' no fucks
Expressing frustration with distance and indifference despite efforts.
I don't think you heard every line about you I wrote up but
Asserting that not every expression of feelings has been heard.
Keep livin' life fast never slow up
Encouraging a fast-paced lifestyle without slowing down.
We been at the top of the hill now they know us
Reflecting on achieving recognition and fame.
This ain't even hot as it gets, yeah I'm frozen
Expressing numbness or detachment despite external success.
I'm about my dead presidents, get your dough up
Prioritizing financial success, possibly referencing ambition.
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