Lyrics
This night didn’t go the way I planned it
This night didn’t go as planned, causing disappointment.
I don’t wanna stay out, but I don’t wanna go home
Feeling torn between staying out and going home.
And I’ve felt this way before, and I can’t stand it
Experiencing a familiar and unpleasant emotion.
I’m feeling weak, going home to sleep, and I’m in the same clothes
Physically and emotionally exhausted, heading home in the same clothes.
But I’m holding on
Maintaining resilience despite challenges.
I thought I forgot
Recalling forgotten emotions.
How alive I feel when I’m feeling so alone
Feeling alive but lonely.
And you’ll call me up
Anticipating a call.
And you’ll wanna talk
Expecting a conversation but sensing an ulterior motive.
But I can tell you just wanna know if I’m coming home
Perceiving a desire to know if returning home.
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Reflecting on the need to prove oneself.
Don’t we have so much to lose?
Acknowledging potential losses in the pursuit of goals.
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Emphasizing the urgency to prove oneself.
Don’t we have so much to lose?
Highlighting the stakes and potential losses.
I’m on the run, having fun, and I feel alright
Engaging in carefree activities, feeling content.
Easier to go than to change your mind
Choosing an easier path than confronting challenges.
Easier to leave than to sit and fight, yeah yeah,
Preferring to leave rather than engage in conflict.
I’m off the brakes, got the shakes, but I’m happier now
Experiencing joy despite challenges and uncertainty.
No rules, no you, your rules, your house
Rejecting rules and constraints, asserting independence.
Easier to live now that I’m without
Finding life easier without a specific person.
But I’m holding on
Maintaining resilience despite challenges (repeated).
I thought I forgot
Recalling forgotten emotions (repeated).
How alive I feel when I’m feeling so alone
Feeling alive but lonely (repeated).
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Reflecting on the need to prove oneself (repeated).
Don’t we have so much to lose?
Acknowledging potential losses in the pursuit of goals (repeated).
Don’t we have so much to prove?
Emphasizing the urgency to prove oneself (repeated).
Don’t we have so much to lose?
Highlighting the stakes and potential losses (repeated).
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