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Where would i be, without my love and my friends i need them
Expressing gratitude for the presence of both love and friends in life.
Without my family, and god i need them
Acknowledging the importance of family and a spiritual connection (god).
Without a world i felt broken within
Feeling a sense of brokenness without a sense of purpose in the world.
And if my grandma left now i'd go sin
Contemplating the negative impact of the potential loss of a grandparent.
Sometimes this shit don't seem to fucking real
Expressing disbelief or surreal feelings about challenging aspects of life.
Live in a world dying for who and then decide to kill
Commenting on the paradox of a world that desires peace but engages in destructive actions.
I made a promise not to take the pills, i made a promise not to
Making a commitment to avoid taking pills, possibly referring to medication or substances.
Said grandma i'm so fed up, i have no reasoning here
Feeling frustration and a lack of understanding, addressing a grandmother.
I let them cross me once, inside i'm facing my fears
Reflecting on past betrayals and the internal struggle with fear.
Oh grandma's broken up, from all the pain from those years
Expressing empathy for the emotional pain experienced by a grandmother.
From those years oh, ugh
Repeating the emotional impact of past years.
And if my mother died, i'll have some chalk with no board
Imagining a life without guidance, represented by a chalkboard without a board.
And when my father dies, i'd cry and lite up my torch
Anticipating a deep emotional response to the potential loss of a father.
Saw with a naked eye, lay in my bed watch me scorching
Describing intense emotions, possibly related to personal struggles.
Watch me scorching
Repeating the intensity of emotional pain.
I never mentioned once, i love my siblings they taught me the best
Expressing love and gratitude for siblings as important life teachers.
I love my friend group, they cause me no stress
Acknowledging a supportive and stress-free friend group.
And to the one with my heart, you're the best
Addressing a person who holds a special place in the speaker's heart.
But when my sister die, you'll find me dead in my closet from stress
Conveying extreme emotional distress at the thought of losing a sister.
I'd never make them feel pain or neglect
Pledging to protect loved ones from pain and neglect.
I'd never make them feel pain or neglect or neglect oh
Reiterating the commitment to avoid causing pain or neglect.
But if my brothers died, they'll have a tat on my chest
Symbolizing deep love for brothers through a tattoo on the chest.
Someone i love wrote their name on my wrist
Referencing a symbolic gesture of love (name on wrist) for someone special.
If she died, i'd take blame and then guilt
Expressing a sense of responsibility and guilt if someone special were to die.
I was the one that saved you from that shit
Claiming to have saved someone from a difficult situation.
Where would i be, without my love and my friends i need them
Repeating the importance of love and friends in life.
Without my family, and god i need them
Reiterating the significance of family and spirituality.
Without my world i felt broken within
Recalling a feeling of brokenness without a sense of purpose.
And if my grandma left now i'd go sin
Expressing the potential negative impact of a grandparent's departure.
And if my grandma left now i'd go sin
Repeating the potential negative impact of a grandparent's departure.
Mmm
Reflecting on emotions with a non-verbal expression.
I made a promise not to take the pills, not to take the pills
Reiterating the commitment not to take pills.
Where would i be, without my love and my friends i need them
Emphasizing the importance of love and friends in life.
Without my family, and god i need them
Stressing the significance of family and spirituality.
Without my world i felt broken within
Reiterating the feeling of brokenness without purpose in the world.
And if my grandma left now i'd go sin
Emphasizing the potential negative impact of a grandparent's departure.
And then if jadon died, i couldn't live on he's more than a friend
Expressing a deep emotional connection to a friend named Jadon.
And then with manny, a brother my kin
Expressing a strong bond with a person named Manny as a brother.
I'd talk to zech in my casket, within
Imagining communication with a friend named Zech even after death.
And gigi told me she's fine and she'll win but if she died I'd be dead with my friends
Referencing a friend named Gigi and the determination to win, even in difficult times.
And if she died i'd be dead with my friend
Repeating the potential emotional impact of Gigi's death on the speaker and friends.
Said if she died I'd be dead with my friends
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