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If a tear drop starts to fall
If someone starts to cry
Would you let it rain or would you runaway
Would you allow the tears to fall or would you flee?
Like I did if a tear drop starts a fire
Similar to how I did, if tears cause a problem
Would you let it blaze
Would you let it intensify greatly?
Or would you hold it in like I did
Or would you suppress it like I did?
Spiral out while I'm caving in
Feeling overwhelmed while I'm deteriorating internally
Sharpen my tongue, cuts on paper skin
Using words that cut like a blade on fragile paper
Never cried, but I lie like a hypocrite
Never expressed genuine emotion, but I deceive like a hypocrite
Block it out so I won't get hurt
Blocking emotions to avoid pain
Scream out loud where I can't be heard
Expressing loudly where no one listens
Play with fire ‘cause I'm
Engaging in risky behavior because of fear
Scared to get burned
Scared of being hurt
I don't wanna show my face
Unwillingness to reveal oneself
I don't wanna share my faith
Unwillingness to share personal beliefs
Just leave me be, I like the pain
Desire to be left alone, preferring the pain of feeling nothing
Of feeling no feeling
Enjoying the numbness of emotions
A stone for a heart can't chip away
Having an unyielding heart, unable to be affected
Paranoia for a brain, It's my hideaway
Constant fear and suspicion, finding solace in it
Be my own best friend, But I can't escape
Trying to be self-reliant but unable to escape emotions
The feelings I'm feeling
Experiencing conflicting emotions
Never meant to start a spark but now I burn
Unintentionally igniting a situation and now suffering
A riot raging in taking over me
Internal turmoil taking control
Know what you're thinking
Aware of others' thoughts but lacking empathy
Wish I had more sympathy
Wishing for more understanding
But I give and I give and I gave
Giving repeatedly but experiencing delayed pain
Then the pain when it came, came delayed
Pain arriving later, leaving lasting scars
Scars they don't fade, here to stay
Unable to diminish the impact of wounds
Morphine apathy
Numbing oneself like morphine, feeling detached
Spiral out while I'm caving in
Feeling overwhelmed while deteriorating internally (repeated)
Sharpen my tongue, cuts on paper skin
Using sharp words that hurt like cuts on paper (repeated)
Never cried, but I lie like a hypocrite
Deceiving without genuine emotional expression (repeated)
Open window, it rushes in
Allowing external influence to rush in
All that I've done, broken promises
Regretting broken promises and unintentional harm caused
Didn't mean to hurt you, but somehow I did
Didn't intend to hurt but managed to do so
I don't wanna show my face
Unwillingness to reveal oneself (repeated)
I don't wanna share my faith
Unwillingness to share personal beliefs (repeated)
Just leave me be, I like the pain
Desire to be left alone, preferring the pain of feeling nothing (repeated)
Of feeling no feeling
Enjoying the numbness of emotions (repeated)
A stone for a heart can't chip away
Having an unyielding heart, unable to be affected (repeated)
Paranoia for a brain, It's my hideaway
Constant fear and suspicion, finding solace in it (repeated)
Be my own best friend, But I can't escape
Trying to be self-reliant but unable to escape emotions (repeated)
The feelings I'm feeling
Experiencing conflicting emotions (repeated)
Never meant to start a spark but now I burn
Unintentionally igniting a situation and now suffering (repeated)
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