Lyrics
I tried to have it all
I attempted to achieve everything
Play till you default
Engage in activities until reaching a default state
Always on your mind
Constantly on your thoughts
Feel like I'm a waste of your time
Feel like I'm not worth your time
We don't know
We lack understanding
We don't know
-How this ends
Uncertain of how this situation concludes
How this ends
-But the same shit it happened
Similar difficulties occurred
Two times over again
Repeated challenges, happening twice
I'm seeing double double double
Experiencing a blurred or distorted perception, possibly due to stress or confusion
I'm seeing double double double
-I'm seeing double double double
-Am I selfish for proving you wrong
Questioning if it's self-centered to prove someone wrong
I had nothing to shield you from harm
I had no protection to offer you from danger
Dangers lurking in the back of my mind
Aware of potential risks in the depths of my thoughts
Had to save you
Had to rescue you
Had to pull me from the comfort of my bed
Forced to remove myself from the comfort of my bed
Losing hope can we quit while we're ahead
Losing hope, considering ending things positively
Can't stop thinking about the troubles coming next
Unable to stop dwelling on upcoming problems
Have to save you
Required to save you
Hope you didn't judge
Hoping you didn't pass judgment
Empty bottles on floor
Empty bottles scattered on the floor
Tears behind the closed doors
Tears hidden behind closed doors
Sorry for my bad decor
Apologizing for the poor state of my surroundings
We don't know
We lack understanding
We don't know
-How this ends
Uncertain of how this situation concludes
How this ends
-It's the same shit it happened
Similar difficulties occurred again
Two times over again
Repeated challenges, happening twice
I'm seeing double
Experiencing a blurred or distorted perception
I'm seeing double double double
Experiencing a blurred or distorted perception, possibly due to stress or confusion
I'm seeing double
Experiencing a blurred or distorted perception
I'm seeing double double double
Experiencing a blurred or distorted perception, possibly due to stress or confusion
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