Lyrics
I don't know
I lack knowledge or understanding.
And I can't ever be sure
I cannot be certain.
Why everyone
Uncertain why everyone behaves a certain way.
Is drinking dust cause it can't be for fun
Questioning the motivation behind actions, suggesting it's not for enjoyment.
Well it's okay to bleed
Expressing acceptance of emotional pain or vulnerability.
But not when it doesn't help anything
Belief that bleeding (metaphorically) is acceptable only when it serves a purpose.
As if it ever could
Doubting the effectiveness of bleeding as a solution.
There's no reason
No apparent justification or explanation for actions.
I swallowed
Consuming or accepting something.
Allowing it to fill my lungs
Allowing a substance to enter deeply into one's being.
I dove straight in
Taking a bold or decisive action, possibly out of fear.
Because I was scared I would hurt all of them
Fearing causing harm to others, leading to a drastic choice.
Well it's okay to die
Expressing acceptance of the idea of death.
But not when it's all the time
Rejecting constant or frequent experiences of death.
Slowly creeping up inside
Describing a gradual and unsettling intrusion.
There's no reason
Reiterating the lack of a discernible reason for the experiences.
Can't be myself around you
Feeling unable to be oneself in someone else's presence.
And I know you don't want me to
Awareness of others' desire for a certain behavior, conflicting with self-expression.
Can't be myself around me
Inability to be authentic when alone.
And I know you don't want me to
Acknowledging external expectations hindering self-expression.
I don't know
Reiterating a lack of understanding or clarity.
Why I'm always drinking dust
Questioning the motivation behind consistent actions, perhaps expressing frustration.
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