Candyland
Finding Purpose Amidst Loss: Unveiling Life's Bittersweet Symphony
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I lost a boy
I experienced the loss of a boy.
And now I look for him
I am actively searching for him.
Through every window
I am searching for him through every window.
And behind every door
I am looking for him behind every door.
My son went down
My son faced a challenging situation or downfall.
This isn't trauma
The current emotional state is not just trauma; it has surpassed the level of drama.
It's not even drama anymore
The situation has become a regular part of life.
I was born
I was born with a predisposition towards sadness.
With a sad song in my mouth
I carry a melancholic song in my expression.
He gave me a reason to sing it
My son provided a reason for me to sing this sad song.
It's like this boy
The boy in question consumed my peaceful nights.
Took all my clear cold nights
He left me feeling emotionally parched.
Left me hot and dry
His absence is keenly felt in my life.
And when he falls
When he faces difficulties or falls, I am not aware of it.
I can't hear it
(Empty line)
This isn't vodka
The emotional state is not comparable to vodka; it's not even as comforting as chocolate.
It's not even chocolate
The speaker is uncertain about how long they can maintain their composure and clarity.
I don't know how long I can stay straight
A reason is provided by the son for the speaker to articulate their emotions.
And still see straight
It's a struggle to remain clear-headed and still maintain a clear perspective.
He gave me a reason to say it
The son gives the speaker a reason to express their emotions.
Don't wait for pain
Don't wait for pain to acknowledge your existence.
To find out you exist
Don't seek shame; it's better to live without it.
Don't look for shame
Life can be unkind.
Your better off without it
It's better to live without shame.
Life is unkind
Life can be harsh and difficult.
This isn't Candyland
The current situation is not a utopia or a perfect place.
I know you don't understand
The speaker acknowledges that the listener may not fully comprehend the situation.
So nice not to be ashamed
It's comforting not to feel ashamed in the current circumstances.
So nice not to be creeped out
It's a relief not to be disturbed or disgusted by the situation.
Ice is unkind
(Reiteration) Life can be harsh and difficult.
'Till it freezes your enemies
Ice or coldness can be harsh until it affects your adversaries.
Life is unkind
(Reiteration) Life can be harsh and difficult.
'Till it burns up your memories
Life can be harsh until it consumes your memories.
Life is unkind
(Reiteration) Life can be harsh and difficult.
He gave me a reason
The son provided a reason for the speaker to live life.
To live it
(Reiteration) The son gave the speaker a reason to live life.
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