4AM
Midnight Reflections: Embracing Hues of Love and Insomnia
Lyrics
It’s four A.M.
Feeling the passage of time, it's 4 A.M.
in my head again
The thoughts are recurring in the mind.
I wanna sleep
Desire for sleep.
but insomnias got me
Struggling with insomnia, preventing sleep.
in this odd space
Feeling emotionally detached or unfamiliar.
hard not to feel strange
Experiencing a sense of discomfort or unease.
maybe I’ll just go and blaze
Contemplating using substances like cannabis to cope.
forget it all in my haze
Seeking to forget problems in a hazy state induced by substances.
But I can’t let this thing go
Unable to let go of a troubling issue.
to a place i can’t control
Feeling a lack of control over a situation.
call up McKenna on my phone
Contacting someone, possibly for support or advice.
but she’s already long gone
The person being contacted is not available.
But still I’m wondering if you would come through
Contemplating if someone would be there in a difficult time.
There’s not much here to do
Not many options available in the current situation.
but us two turn my blues a new hue
Together, the speaker and the other person can change the speaker's mood.
the whole spectrums in my view
The entirety of emotions is within the speaker's perception.
and I need you
Expressing a need for the presence of the other person.
yeah I need you
Reiteration of the need for the other person.
the whole spectrums in my view
Reiterating the breadth of emotional experiences.
yeah I need you
Emphasizing the speaker's need for the other person.
and I need you
Repeating the expression of need for the other person.
The sleepless nights would be alright
Sleepless nights would be more bearable with the presence of the other person.
if only you stayed by my side
The speaker wishes for the other person to stay with them.
it seems my fate to self medicate
Facing a pattern of resorting to self-medication in challenging times.
and meditate on things I can’t change
Reflecting and contemplating on aspects of life beyond control.
But I can’t let this thing go
Continued struggle to release and move past a challenging issue.
to a place I can’t control
Reiteration of feeling a lack of control over the situation.
call up McKenna on my phone
Attempting to seek advice or support, possibly from the same person.
but she’s already long gone
Reiteration that the person sought for help is unavailable.
But still I’m wondering if you would come through
Revisiting the possibility of the other person providing support.
There’s not much here to do
Limited options for the speaker in the current situation.
but us two turn my blues a new hue
Together, the speaker and the other person can change the speaker's mood.
the whole spectrums in my view
The entirety of emotions is within the speaker's perception.
and I need you
Expressing a need for the presence of the other person.
yeah I need you
Reiteration of the need for the other person.
the whole spectrums in my view
Reiterating the breadth of emotional experiences.
yeah I need you
Emphasizing the speaker's need for the other person.
and I need you
Repeating the expression of need for the other person.
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