Lyrics
My life
Expressing the speaker's own existence or personal journey
Is always a series of everything going wrong
Describing a recurring pattern of difficulties and challenges in life
Then I proceed to repeat it
Indicating a tendency to repeat the cycle of hardships
In every song
Portraying the speaker's life struggles through their artistic expression (songs)
While everyone's out living their lives
Highlighting a contrast between the speaker's experience and others who seem to lead more fulfilling lives
I'm just isolated dissecting my insides
Conveying a sense of isolation and introspection
Till I find a better method
Searching for a better approach or solution
Solitude is my only weapon
Describing solitude as the speaker's primary coping mechanism
Cause I can never act happy in public
Explaining the difficulty of expressing happiness in public
Just uncomfortable and pathetic
Acknowledging feelings of discomfort and inadequacy
I gave up on going outside
Choosing to avoid outdoor activities or social interactions
I feel more easy where I can hide
Feeling more at ease in seclusion
But with no one to talk to
Expressing a lack of communication or social connections
Silence is so hard to get used to
Highlighting the challenge of adapting to silence
I learn everything
Emphasizing a learning process through difficult experiences
The hard way
Stating a tendency to learn things through challenging or adverse situations
And I know I'll never be good enough to stay
Expressing a belief that the speaker may not be good enough to endure or persist
I feel like I'll never belong
Conveying a sense of not fitting in or being accepted
Every social situation
Describing a pattern where social interactions consistently go wrong
Goes wrong
Expressing the aftermath of negative social situations
And I'm left with this endless silence
Describing the lingering impact of silence
That's all I have to offer with my presence
Stating that the speaker's presence is defined by silence
Cause when I open up they learn too much
Explaining the fear of opening up due to the risk of revealing negative aspects
They figure out I'm just an asshole
Revealing a concern about being perceived as unpleasant or unlikable
Who's not any fun
Expressing the fear that the speaker may not be enjoyable company
Till I find a better method
Reiteration of seeking a better approach or solution through solitude
Solitude is my only weapon
Restating the difficulty of displaying happiness in public
Cause I can never act happy in public
Reiterating feelings of discomfort and inadequacy
Just uncomfortable and pathetic
Expressing discomfort and a sense of inadequacy in public settings
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