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Ay one more, my bad
Apologizing for a mistake or oversight.
Wakin' up inside my bed
Reflecting on waking up in bed.
Lookin' around at all I have
Taking stock of possessions and accomplishments.
The only thing missing is what I want
Expressing a desire for something missing.
Wipe my eyes, then make my bed
Routine tasks after waking up.
Brush my teeth, and fix my hair
Maintaining personal hygiene.
Wash my face and put that smile on
Putting on a positive appearance.
When did being me become so hard?
Reflecting on the challenges of being oneself.
I've walked so many miles with my head aimed at the ground
Feeling weighed down, disconnected from the world.
I forgot the world and clouds (clouds, clouds, clouds, clouds)
Mentioning clouds as a metaphor for distraction or unawareness.
If I could just look up, I'd see him looking down
Expressing a desire to look beyond personal struggles.
I know my grandpa's proud
Feeling the pride of a deceased grandparent.
I am my brother's keeper I'll be right there for my sister
Commitment to supporting siblings.
I know it took me some time but I'm the man inside my house
Acknowledging personal growth as the head of the household.
I'm better than I think
Recognizing inner strength.
I'm stronger than I know
Emphasizing personal resilience.
I know I love myself, I love myself
Affirming self-love.
Nights like this with love on my mind
Nights filled with thoughts of love.
I'm dyin' to find it when I open my eyes
Expressing eagerness to find love.
I know it's there, maybe I'm just wastin' my time
Doubting the presence of love, but willing to try.
But it never hurts to try, damn
Optimistically taking chances, despite potential disappointment.
Lovin' every heart except mine
Struggling with self-love despite loving others.
Keeping to myself however I feel inside
Keeping personal emotions private.
I guess I'll just keep tellin' myself that I'm fine
Using self-affirmation to cope with inner feelings.
Remember it's all alright (Oh)
Reassuring oneself that everything will be okay.
All alright, yeah
Emphasizing overall well-being.
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