Lyrics
20 missed calls hard to let go
Feeling hesitant to ignore 20 missed calls, finding it difficult to move on.
You just wanna know is this on purpose
Questioning whether the repeated calls have a deliberate intention.
20 missed calls hard to let go
Reiterating the struggle of letting go of 20 missed calls.
You just wanna know is this on purpose
Repeating the question about the purpose behind the calls.
Wasting your time read between lines
Investing time trying to understand the unspoken messages.
Really hard to see when it’s wrote in cursive
Expressing difficulty in seeing the message when it's written in a complex manner (cursive).
Wanna learn to smile
Expressing a desire to learn how to smile.
Wanna learn to smile but nothing’s working
Desiring to smile despite facing difficulties, but nothing seems to work.
I tried it wasn't working yeah
Acknowledging attempts to smile were unsuccessful.
I tried it wasn't worth it hey
Reflecting that the effort to smile wasn't worth it.
I tried it wasn't working yeah
Reiterating that the attempt to smile was ineffective.
I tried it wasn't worth it yeah
Emphasizing that smiling wasn't rewarding.
Stood by your side until you treat me like I don’t belong
Expressing loyalty until mistreated, feeling like an outsider.
Got tired of being told that my intentions are wrong
Being weary of judgments about intentions being wrong.
Line after line just like Tetris I put it in a song
Metaphorically framing life events like Tetris blocks fitting into a song.
My level went up just like I knew it would all along
Seeing personal growth and success over time.
I’m concentrated but don’t wanna over complicate it
Emphasizing simplicity over complicating things.
Because those people never seem to get they point across
Criticizing those who fail to communicate effectively.
Ball in my court I put up point just like my name Lebron
Asserting control and success, likening it to basketball player LeBron James scoring points.
Feel like a doctor with malpractice I'm losing patience
Feeling frustrated and losing patience, metaphorically relating to medical malpractice.
Not very trusting cuz I know people be plotting on
Expressing distrust due to perceived hidden motives of others.
Best way to crucify as I soon I do something wrong
Awareness of potential criticism for any mistake made.
Nature vs nurture but mature since I was incubating
Reflecting on the debate of nature vs. nurture, claiming maturity from an early stage.
I burst up out the womb my momma asking me what is wrong
Describing a swift entrance into the world and being asked what's wrong by the mother.
I saw the darkness in the world I really can’t explain it
Perceiving the darkness in the world without being able to fully explain it.
It’s hard to go back to ramen if you forgot the taste and
Comparing the difficulty of returning to a simpler life after experiencing luxury.
Happiness cost arm and leg ok just amputate it
Viewing happiness as costly and suggesting its removal if needed.
This world won’t last you forever so what you waiting on
Highlighting the impermanence of the world, urging action without delay.
20 missed calls hard to let go
Reiterating the challenge of letting go of numerous missed calls.
You just wanna know is this on purpose
Posing the question again about the purpose behind the calls.
20 missed calls hard to let go
Repeating the struggle of releasing 20 missed calls.
You just wanna know is this on purpose
Repeating the question about the intentional nature of the calls.
Wasting your time read between lines
Investing time in deciphering hidden meanings in communication.
Really hard to see when it’s wrote in cursive
Expressing the difficulty of understanding obscured messages, especially in cursive writing.
Wanna learn to smile
Reiterating the desire to learn how to smile.
Wanna learn to smile but nothing’s working
Desiring to smile despite facing difficulties, with no successful outcome.
I tried it wasn't working yeah
Acknowledging attempts to smile were unsuccessful.
I tried it wasn't worth it hey
Reflecting that the effort to smile wasn't worth it.
I tried it wasn't working yeah
Reiterating that the attempt to smile was ineffective.
I tried it wasn't worth it yeah
Emphasizing that smiling wasn't rewarding.
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