Lyrics
If you ever left me lonely bitch I'll never forget it
If abandoned, the speaker won't forget the betrayal.
Memories don't fade away no you can't touch none my blessings
Memories of blessings are enduring and untouchable.
Ever treat me like a goofy ima leave like it's funny
Won't tolerate being treated disrespectfully.
Back in the day they used to hate me now I gottem all on me
Transformed from being hated to being admired.
He be tryna get ahold a me but I be hard to reach
Hard to reach for someone trying to connect emotionally.
He told me he was in love but I said let's not make believe
Rejecting false love and avoiding make-believe scenarios.
If I was down would you come pick me up or would you sleep on me?
Questioning loyalty: would you support in tough times?
I been smokin' like a chimney it be kinda hard to breathe
Experiencing difficulty due to excessive smoking.
Don't be askin' for a hand when you would never give to me
Don't ask for help if you won't offer it in return.
Please don't ask me for a verse its cuz I'm worth some bigger cheese
Refusing requests for a verse unless the compensation is substantial.
Walk a bitch who talkin' shit just like I got her on a leash
Exerting control over those who gossip or criticize.
If I said it then it's facts so do you understand capeesh
Statements made are factual, emphasizing understanding.
Don't compare me to nobody none the less I don't compete
Rejecting comparisons and avoiding unnecessary competition.
Bitch I made my own wave these other rappers gotta team
Creating a unique path without relying on a team.
If they ever speak about me better put respect on me
Demands respect when spoken about.
I ain't tryna be rude can't talk to you you out my league
Avoiding conversations with those perceived as inferior.
If you ever see me with her it's cuz she be with it too
Associations are based on mutual willingness.
Sneak dissin' catch you lackin' you gon get split into two
Warning against talking negatively, consequences are severe.
Go ahead and catch these ones not thinkin' bout creasin' my shoes
Encouraging confrontation rather than silent resentment.
Pay attention where you walkin' yes now you may be excused
Dismissal with etiquette after an offense.
Couple homies that I trusted ended up bein' too friendly
Past experiences of betrayal lead to caution in friendships.
Turn your back for just a second and they follow who be trending
Awareness of potential betrayal when not vigilant.
Now I keep my circle small I don't be fuckin' with too many
Maintaining a small circle due to trust issues.
You can't get a second chance with me already learned my lesson
No second chances for those who betray.
Really hate when time be wasted you and I don't think the same
Value of time; differences in perspectives can be problematic.
If you 25 and broke then you the only one to blame
Financial responsibility; blaming the broke at a certain age.
My past the devil always askin' me can I come out to play
Haunted by a troubled past, temptation is persistent.
No I never would of guessed it damn now look how far I came
Surprised by personal growth and progress.
I make this rap shit look so easy by the way I ride the beat
Portraying ease in handling the rap genre.
You'd never guess I had it in me takin' one good look at me
Deceptive appearance; hidden talents.
It's cuz I got a lot to say I left my feelings in the street
Expressing emotions through music; leaving the past behind.
Now the only thing I'm worried bout is be a better me
Aspiring to improve oneself is the main concern now.
Browsin' through the dark web put me in a dark place
Exploration of dark and unconventional aspects of life.
You can't tell me shit bout nothin' if you always played it safe
Disregarding advice from those who always play it safe.
Gotta money makin' mindset how you gonna play the game?
Emphasizing a mindset focused on making money.
I just hope the music take me far like bankin' off of plays
Hopeful about success in the music industry.
As of lately I been workin' hard to switch up all my ways
Working hard to change negative habits.
So that's why if you ever ask me ima tell you I been straight
Assuring well-being when asked about it.
I gotta keep my distance they all want the steak that's on my plate
Protective of achievements; wary of those wanting a share.
If you ever do some sketchy shit it ain't up for debate
No tolerance for questionable actions.
I don't even wanna fuck with him if we can't go on dates
Desire for meaningful connections rather than casual encounters.
New goofies actin' lame can't even ask me bout my day
Dismissing insincere or uninteresting people.
Look at how ya momma raised ya so pathetic it's a shame
Critiquing upbringing and character.
Fuck I look like what you doin'? Where you at? You wanna blaze?
Rejecting casual inquiries about activities.
Why you sayin' your opinion I don't care about the fame
Indifference towards opinions; fame is not a priority.
I do this shit for baby me and anybody who relate
Creating music for personal expression and relatability.
I really owe myself a lot I'm bouncin' back from all the pain
Acknowledging personal growth and resilience.
Lord forgive me ima go ahead and charge it to the game
Seeking forgiveness for necessary actions in the pursuit of
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