Lyrics
I can be a bit standoffish
I tend to keep a distance in my interactions.
Always stressin on what to say next
I often worry about what to say in conversations.
Laugh along just to make conversation
I fake laughter just to keep the conversation going.
Constantly out of touch with these situations
I consistently feel disconnected from the situations around me.
Surrounded by all these people, yet I feel like I'm alone
Despite being around people, I feel a sense of loneliness.
I should be having fun,but I'd rather be at home
I should be enjoying myself, but I prefer being alone.
They don't really care about me, to them I'm disposable
Others don't value me; they see me as disposable.
They don't really ever see me, I'm invisible
I feel unnoticed; I'm like an invisible presence to them.
I think I've been thinking too much
I've been overthinking things too much.
No more feeling like I don't belong
No longer feeling like I don't belong.
I've been tired, no one understands
I'm exhausted, and it seems like nobody understands.
myself? like I do, like I do
I understand myself better than anyone else does.
Try and find some patience
Trying to find patience in difficult times.
eventually I'll meet some real ones
Hoping to eventually meet genuine people.
Cause the friends I've got right now
Current friends aren't supportive during tough times.
In hard times are never found
Existing friendships are not reliable in challenging situations.
So why keep them around?
Questioning the purpose of keeping these friends around.
Dreaming about new people, no longer I'll be alone
Imagining a future with new and caring people, ending loneliness.
Wanna have so much fun that, I'd never go back home
Desiring so much enjoyment that going back home becomes unnecessary.
They will really care about me, call me indisposable
Anticipating that these new friends will value and appreciate me.
They will know and see the real me, not invisible
Expecting to be seen and understood by the new friends, no longer invisible.
I think I've been thinking too much
Reiterating the tendency to overthink things.
No more feeling like I don't belong
No longer feeling like an outsider.
I've been tired, no one understands
Expressing fatigue and a lack of understanding from others.
myself? like I do, like I do
Emphasizing self-awareness and understanding oneself better.
I've been thinking, I've been thinking
Reflecting on continued deep thinking.
I've been thinking a little way too much
Acknowledging excessive and repetitive overthinking.
(x2)
Repeating the acknowledgment of thinking too much, underscoring its intensity.
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